I take a deep breathe knowing this is it. I look over at Ponyboy who knows what going on along with Sodapop. I pull off my sweatshirt exposing my small bump, "I'm fat, now I have to tell you guys why I'm fat."

Darry looks over at Ponyboy, but Pony shakes his head, "it's not mine."

"Who's?" Darry asks before looking at Dally. "Oh."

I sit down on the side on the road, "Ponyboy had just cheated on me and Dally told me it's the way to get back at him and I should do it with him because, I trusted him."

Steve nods, "how long has this been going on for?"

"About a month," I inform them. "I haven't seen a doctor or done anything to help this baby." 

"Did Ponyboy know?" Johnny asks.

I nod my head, "I told him when we had that break.

Ponyboy walks over to me and pecks my lips, "I cared at first, but I'm in love with her and I released that she had broken up with me before she even did anything with him guys. She didn't cheat on me like I did to her that same day."

I turn to look at Ponyboy whispering, "you don't have to defend me, what I did was wrong and I deserve whatever backlash they have, I cheated."

He shakes his head at me, "no I cheated you, then you broke up with me, then you slept with Dallas. You didn't cheat."

I hug him tightly, "I love you."

"I love you too," he kisses my head.

"Wait, I'm confused, "Steve speaks up. "Did Ava cheat on Ponyboy or did Ponyboy cheat on Ava?"

I chuckle lightly, "Ponyboy cheated on me with some red head soc and I caught him so I broke up with him. Then in a huff of anger and hurt feelings I walked over to Dally who convinced me to sleep with him, but only after I broke up with Ponyboy. When I slept with Dally I wasn't dating Ponyboy. I kind of cheated, but not really."

"Did you do anything with Cherry?" Darry asks.

Ponyboy looks over at me, but I know he did nothing. I smile sweetly at him as if saying I don't care. He takes a deep breathe before sighing loudly and nodding his head, "I asked her on a date and we made out. Ava found us about ten minutes after."

"You told me you did nothing with her!" I look at him hurt.

"I didn't see the point of rehashing everything! I love you. Isn't that all that matters?" He pleads as he walks over to me, but I slowly back away from him.

I shake my head, "wait so you didn't see the point in rehashing everything, but you saw the point in lying to me? That makes no sense Ponyboy!"

He walks slowly, but I just keep backing away, "I love you."

Tears form in my eyes, "if you really loved me that you wouldn't of lied to me! I told you everything with Dally! I could of kept it a secret from you! I could of lied to you, but I chose to be honest! I chose to tell you the truth because, I really do love you!"

"You had to tell me the truth because, you got yourself pregnant! If you hadn't gotten yourself pregnant like an idiot you wouldn't of told me! I'm still with you even though you're gonna be a teen mom! Do you really think I wanna do that? Do you think I wanna be the boyfriend of the girl who got knocked up at fourteen with Dallas Winston baby even though he's my best friend! The answer is no!'' He shouts on the top of lungs.

Darry turns to him, "slow your roll little buddy."

"No!" Pony yells. "I'm angry and I have the right to say whatever I wanna say!"

I look to Ponyboy tears rolling down my cheeks, "well it's pretty evident you don't love me."

"If I didn't love you I wouldn't even be with you Ava, so do us all a favor and just shut up!" He screams at me.

"Well maybe I should do you all a favor and shut up for good," I say slowly as tears stream down my cheeks.

"That's not what I meant! You take every damn thing so far out of content Avery! I can't stand that!" He says harshly.

"You keep on saying all the things you hate about me. What do you actually love about me?" I ask him hurt.

He shrugs, "I don't even know."

"Well than maybe we shouldn't be going out," I choke back coldly tears in my eyes. 

"Oh my god Avery! You are so impossible. I can't even stand you at this point! I don't know why I ever dated you! Maybe you're right, maybe I don't love you!" He screams before storming off.

I look back at the gang who are all still in shock. Soda walks over to me, "I'm so sorry Ava, he's just angry."

"It's probably for the best," I say sadly. "I should go."

"Ava wait!" Darry screams after me.

I turn around as I cry out, "it's useless."

"Listen Ava, when Ponyboy is mad he says stupid stuff, but you shouldn't take it personally. You're the best thing that has ever happened to Ponyboy. He always talks about how perfect you are and how proud he is of you," Darry explains.

I shrug, "well maybe he's wrong because, I'm not perfect and I'm not somebody who he should be proud of. I'm so sorry. I gotta go."

"Bye Ava," I hear Johnny sigh.

"Oh this isn't goodbye guys. I-I'll see you around. I might not be at the house anymore, but I'll see you around," I sigh before I walk away not looking back once. 

I lost so much that night. I lost the gang. I lost Dallas Winston. I lost Ponyboy. I was all alone. I had nobody who loved me. My

Oh my god this is sooo sad! What do you guys think? Stay gold. Do it for Johnny!

-Beth