My life, my life has been a series of misfortunes

One after another, I began to lose

My mind, my family, myself too

I've hurt so many, gave so much pain

Betrayed everyone but most of all me

All because of my stupidity

I always felt right doing the wrong thing

Made mistake after mistake gradually losing everything

Lost all the love without even realizing

I've been stupid, proving it at every turn

Make a joke of myself, I've become a pun

I never really meant to hurt anyone

I've been misbegotten, misjudged at every turn

Or maybe I haven't, I got what I deserved

I hurt you so much, over and over

But you merely loved me more

I've been cruel to you, took you for granted

Never knowing, into darkness I faded

Now I stand engulfed in darkness

Nothing to lose, I'm put to the test

Save me, this is torturous

I now feelthe intensity of your love for me

I was so much in error, I never realized

The people who loved me were in front of my eyes

Uptil now, I've been fooled

Used as a tool, battered and bruised

But no more, time was cruel

Yet it taught me what I had to do

Learn to be wise and to realize who's true

Now I'm ready to make amends

Give true happiness in exchange of every tear shed

I will set this right no matter what it takes

Be stupid no more, see truth behind fake faces

I know I never gave you any happiness

But now I'm going to do my best

To see that no sorrow from me befalls you

and you have no more pain to go through

I would say I'm sorry, but you'd think its a lie

I've realized my mistakes but I've lost the time

And now my idiocy, I shall pay the price

I will do all my power to enrapture you

To you only shall I remain true

Thank you for everything, mommy and daddy, I LOVE YOU

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An amazing poem by freakaxoid