3:23 pm - April 5

Hello again! Today has been great so far! Let me tell you what's happened!

So it's been a quite day, which is always nice. With some help from FeralWolf18, I was able to finish my cardboard snout correctly! I used Shoe Glue to stick the elastic down properly, and it all came together nicely! I can wear it around normally, when doing quadrobics doing floor work and also when doing jumps! I'm so happy with the turnout, and I can't wait to use it more! I would defiantly recommend to any other therians, you could even make a beak out of it!

Comment if you want an entry on how to make your own diy snout! I had mine done within two days (although if I had started yesterday morning it would be done within the day). 

I'm also considering mediation later in the day, as the sky is nice and clear, and the light is projecting nicely onto our backyard. 

7:30pm - April 4

It's been a little while later and a bit more has happened, although I doubt this entry will be long today. So here we go again!

So a little bit later, I did a few low quadrobic jumps to correct my form a bit better, and I think I am getting more used to jumping the correct way. I also think I may have twisted my left ankle, as there's a bruise on the side outside, and it just deson't really feel right. I'm still jumping though, I don't want to loose all the progress I've Made.

And we've finished the first week of quarantine! Woohoo! Go team therian, mythical, otherkin....Everyone! So happy for everyone!

I know this entry is called "A Happy Therian", but this part isn't happy, and I'm sorry for leaving it on that note. But just know when reading, I make it sound worse then I feel. I really don't mind, it's just a constant worry. Please excuse this. I'll end it happily here though.

It's really nice writing this journal, it makes me feel nice and happy, I remember that when I wrote here before. 

Anyways, I'm going to bed, I'll probably read FoxCraft for a bit.

Goodnight!

~ Lauren! 🐾☺️

I've also been having urges to bark and flop on my back, I think Mercury is wanting to shine through. I feel like, if I let her show herself in full form, I think I would go 'full fox'. I know that sounds so cringey, but it's true. Like, I'm worried that she would get distressed being inside, and I would start acting strangely and crazy, running around, breathing heavy. I just...Don't know what to do. I trust Mercury. I trust that she wouldn't do that. But I just...Don't trust her enough yet. I feel like I'm such a bad person to not trust her. Now I'm treating her as if she's a human? I just don't know. I just don't know.

I'm going to bed, 

I'm not going to meditate tonight.

~ Lauren. 🐾