Okay so before we start, this is going to have suicidal actions such as cutting and over dose. Also, rape!!!! Read with caution please. I love you all!
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Suga pov~

I'm falling apart. Sure, I sound so clingy but I cant help it. Hes not here to help me though the day, keep people away, chase off bullies. "God daichi please get better soon, i don't know how much longer I can take this."

Flashback- last week - volleyball practice

Daichi pov~

As I received the ball I felt my balance being cut off. I felt a sharp pain in my knee and ankle.

3rd person pov~

Daichi had dropped to the ground and the whole team came running over, the boys letting suga a head of them since he knew daichi the best even though they have only known each other for a few months. (other than asahi but-) Suga dropped to his knees in front of daichi, "Daichi! Are you ok?! What happened?!" He asked. "I- I lost my balance and twisted my knee and ankle." Daichi said wincing in pain. That night coach ukai ended practice early and suga took daichi to the emergency room to make sure it was nothing serious. They said both his ankle and knee were sprain pretty badly and that he should stay home until they were healed.

-end of flashback-

Suga pov~

The day dragged on as I kept away from every body, even my teammates. My anxiety was through the roof. I was so scared of being caught by someone with out daichi here to protect me. I was soon safe when I got to a empty classroom and shut and locked the door. Or so I thought...

3rd person pov~

"Well, well, well, if it isn't suga!" A voice said. 'I know that voice.' Suga thought as he panicked, struggling to open the door. The boy who had suga pinned against the wall a few months ago was now dragging him away from the door. He layed him down on the floor and went on top of him, pinning him down. Suga was struggling under his grip yelling, "stop, plea- mhmnnn!". The last part was muffled do the the boy placing his hand over sugas mouth. Akio, the boy that had him pinned, started moving his hands under sugas sweater, feeling across his stomach and chest. Suga was screaming muffled screams and trying to squirm out of his grip. "Aw, puppy , i know you like to be loud but your gonna have to be quiet~" He said. Suga just kept making noise and kicking his feet around as akio moved his hand down sugas pants. Suga moved his hips away and akio got on top of him and pinned his legs with his knees. Suga let out a sigh as a sign he had given up. Aiko continued to cover sugas mouth, palming him through his boxers. Suga was being to think it was over until he heard the door slam open. "What. The. Hell?" Tanaka said, noya and asahi at his sides. Suga got out of akios hold and ran over to Tanaka. "Suga! Are you ok!? What did he do to you!?" Tanaka growled. "He- he" suga never finished his sentence before noya tackled the guy to the ground. At that suga left the room, running to the bathroom to be alone. He took the razor blade he carried around out of his backpack and rolled down his sleeves. He looked at the other cuts and scars on his wrists, deciding where to cut. Suga was done, done trying. No daichi, no suga. He took the blade and made multiple cuts down each wrist, watching the crimson liquid run out of the new cuts. He then took his anti-depressants and a few more bottles of medications out. He put them in his hand and ate them, all of them. Swallowing a few at a time with drinks of water. He sat there more a minute, just staring at the wall until, he was passed out, lying on the bathroom floor.
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I- okay that really sucked im so sorry :/
But uhm, I hope yall have a great rest of your day, i love you all. (P.S. if you ever need to talk about anything, im here :)) -author