March 2019

Camari

I woke up early so that we could get the Orange Crush weekend started. Orange Crush was a big deal for Savannah State, some say it's boring now but for me it's just an opportunity to do ratchet shit with my ratchet friends.

My bestie Harmonie and I got up this morning and made breakfast. Once we were finished we each went into our rooms to do our hygiene and get ready. I wrapped my faux locs up into a bun and started the shower water so that it could heat up to the right temperature.

While waiting I decided to go ahead and decide what to put on, settling on a white crop top with pink writing and a pink skirt. I hopped into the shower and washed my body for about 30 minutes as music blared through my Bluetooth speakers.

Once I got out I applied Shea Butter to my skin and got dressed. I stepped into the living room to see that Harmonie had on the same outfit as me; "look at you trying to be like ya bestie" I said as I giggled.

"Girl you trying to be like me, you must was peeking in my room when I got dressed" she rolled her eyes.

"Yeah right Monie" I waved her off, laughing.

"So what we doing first?" I asked as I plopped down on the couch.

"Well the Greeks are having a Beach Bash today at 2 so we can just go there" she shrugged as she plopped down next to me.

"That's cool with me! We driving my car or yours?" I asked.

She side eyed me; "rock, paper, scissors?"

I smiled wide, we always used this method as a deciding mechanism being that we were both indecisive. "Best two out of three, let's go" I replied as I held my fist in my hand.

"Rock, paper, scissors, shoot!" We said in unison. I threw out rock and she threw out paper.

"I cover you, let's go" she laughed.

We repeated the steps 3 more times because we tied the second time. It resulted in me losing which meant we were driving my car. Both of us went into our rooms. grabbed our phones, lip gloss, and debit cards and headed out of the door to the parking lot to hop inside my Hot Pink Jeep Wrangler.

As soon as we hoped into the truck we rolled the window down and I turned on "Bickenhead" by Cardi B. "Oouuu now you know this our shit bestie!" Monie shouted as she turned the radio up full blast.

I pulled out of the parking space and we headed towards Tybee Island, it was about a 45 minute drive from campus so the first thing we needed to do was hit up the gas station to fill up and grab snacks. We both rapped along to the lyrics as we danced in our seats;

"Yeah, pop that pussy like you ain't pop that pussy in a while
Pop that pussy like poppin' pussy is goin' out of style
Pop that pussy while you work, pop that pussy up in church
Pop that pussy on the pole, pop that pussy on the stove
Make that pussy slip and slide like you from the 305
Put your tongue out in the mirror, pop that pussy while you drive"

"Aaayyyeeee bestfriend shake that shit" Harmonie hyped me as I started twerking on the part that said pop that pussy while you drive. I couldn't help but to laugh at her crazy ass.

Once we stopped at the gas station we went inside and grabbed some chips, candy, and waters for the ride. I put $60 in my tank and we headed back out of the store.

"Aye ma?" I heard a deep voice on the opposite side of the pump say. I didn't bother giving the dude my attention because I hate gas station niggas.

Like why are you trying to holler at me and not pay for my gas?

I continued to place the nozzle in the gas tank as Monie sat in the back seat keeping me company. "Girl this man sexy as hell" she said as her attention concentrated on something behind me. I shook my head at her because this girl was a mess.

"Excuse me ma, I was trying to ask if you wanted me to pump your gas for you" a brown skin guy said as he approached us along with who I'm guessing is his homeboy.

"Huh? You said you was trying to ask if I wanted you to pay for my gas?" I asked with a questioning glance, placing my hand to my ear.

He chuckled; "I mean shit, that too but you already paid for it" he shrugged.

I crossed my arms across my chest. "Yea yea, tell me anything" the pump stopped and I reached to grab the nozzle.

"I got it ma" he said as he placed his hand on top of mine to grab the nozzle himself and place in back in its place.

I stood back and watched him as he placed the gas cap back and closed the compartment. I surveyed him from head to toe. He could only be described as "one fine motherfucker" with his caramel tone skin, full beard, waves, and pink plump lips. A bitch was mesmerized.

"What's ya name?" He asked as he too surveyed me.

"Mari, yours?"

"Kai, what you and your homegirl bout to get into?" He asked as he nodded towards Monie who was enthralled in a conversation with his friend.

"Headed to the Greek Beach Bash on Tybee Island. What about y'all?"  I asked as I turned to get in my truck.

He softly grabbed my arm, pulling me back so that he could open my door for me. A small smirk appeared on my face. He helped me into the truck and closed the door for me. My windows were already down so we continued our conversation.

"The same, my homeboy one of the guys throwing the party. Here take my number and hit me up when you make it there I'm trying to get to know you better." He said as he reached his hand out for my phone.

I thought it over for a moment and passed it to him. When I got my phone back I realized that this fool put his number in my phone and saved it as;

I smirked and replied; "bet" as I called his phone so that he could have my number. He nodded and winked at me as he walked backwards back to his car.

"Aye bruh come on" he called out to his homeboy. Dude nodded his head and headed towards his own car that was parked in front of Kai's. Monie got into the car and I pulled out of the gas station as we headed to our destination.

I didn't get out of the parking lot long before I received a text. I checked my phone to see that it was Kai.

I died laughing at his ass, if he's corny like this all the time we ain't gonna click at all.

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Jurianna

"Tayshaun stop fucking playing with me, where the fuck you at" I shouted leaving Tango the 5th voicemail of the night.

This nigga had clearly loss his fucking mind being that it was going on 4 o'clock in the morning on a Tuesday and he still wasn't home. Apart of me wanted to think he was cheating, then the other part of me just knew he wasn't stupid enough to pull that type of shit when I done popped two big head ass babies out of my pussy for his ass.

I threw my phone across the room, it hit the wall and shattered. "FFUUCCKK" I shouted. I instantly regretted it when I heard Amir starting to whine. I had just got them down after both of them were fighting their sleep. I tip toed towards the bassinet on the opposite side of the room and peeked inside.

He must've just been having a moment because he was now sound asleep. I smiled as I watched there little bodies move up and down at the same pace as they both slept peacefully. I turned on the baby monitor and walked into the bathroom to soak in the tub.

I turned the water on, poured some bubble bath and bath salt into the tub and stripped out of my clothes. I grabbed my shattered phone and tapped the screen, luckily I could still see things. "Siri play my R&B playlist on shuffle"

The music started, I turned it down to a volume where I could still her the twins if they cried and stepped into the awaiting bath water. I closed my eyes and reflected on the last month and a half, Tango has been a little distant and standoffish and I was getting fed up.

If this wasn't what he wanted then he could do us both a favor and leave. I'd rather him leave and be happy then to stay and be miserable. I took a deep breath and fought the tears that desperately wanted to fall.

After soaking for 20 minutes I got out of the tub and stepped into the shower to clean my body which took another 20 minutes. I oiled my skin and got dressed into a simple pink spaghetti strap tank and some boy shorts.

I grabbed my phone to see that there were still no text messages or missed calls from Tayshaun. This made my blood boil because looking at the time saying 5:45am. There was no reason that he shouldn't be home, we had no beef with anyone so I know he's not dead or kidnapped, Luckie, Jas, and Jase were all at home with their women so he wasn't with them. Which left only one option, he was cheating.

I couldn't fight it anymore, the tears that ran down my face came non stop as I repeatedly tried to wipe my eyes. I could literally feel a pain in my chest just thinking about him with another woman. I walked over and picked my babies up one by one and placed them in our California King bed.

After placing pillows around them I headed to his closet, went to the back and grabbed suitcases. I packed everything I could into the three huge suitcases, zipped them up, and slid them down the stairs.

I walked back into the room and grabbed a duffle bag, packing as many pair of shoes as I could in it and heading towards the stairs. Just as I was pushing it down the stairs and it was landing next to the suitcases in walked Tayshaun, staggering as if he was drunk out of his mind.

He looked around confused at the suitcases and the duffle bag that had just landed in the foyer, then he looked up and we made eye contact. "Jurianna what is this?" he asked slurring his words.

"Leave" was all I said as I headed back towards our bedroom closing and locking the door behind me. I snuggled up to my babies and ignored Tayshaun's soft knocks on the door and his pleading to be let in as I drifted off to sleep.

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