Triggering please do not read if you think this might effect you.

I just want to scratch at my skin,
To feel it peel away from itself.
I want to feel the Crimson life force,
Drip past my arm onto the shelf.

I want to take my last breath,
Follow the light.
But all you keep telling me,
Is that 'it will be alright'.

I want you to let me go,
So I don't have to feel this pain.
I want to tear as my skin.
Specifically hit a vein.

Sorry...