This me being in my room, and trying to sleep

(I'm lazy to draw cuz it night already-)

That's me. . .

Why am I not sleeping

I always think why did I reject myself for not loving anyone

I always knew I'm just a friend :'3

No wonder why I am acting like that

When people say like are you dating anyone or some of them said "wait- I thought you're dating someone but what happen? " Stuff like that.
It cuz my feelings starting changing or like having different emotions, it just that I'm not easy to fall in love about feelings..
But my best friend (who I trust the most) told me in two days ago?
(I can't remember-) she asked me  "do you love this person still? "
Sometimes I get to be confused with myself, sometimes I asked myself, do I have crush on someone or not.
I usually say no one cuz that why I said about feelings get confused me lot

Wow it already midnight how come I'm not surprised? 👀

Anyways
have good day or good night
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