No art, so if you only care about that get out.

Why does life have to be so hard? I try my best but it beats me down to a pulp. I'm a dweeb. Look up the definition and that describes me perfectly. I'm a loser, a nerd, a hypocrite, everything. But I'm not particularly ashamed of those titles.

My "friends" hate me because I didn't take pictures of their crush. They started insulting me, telling me they would ignore me and stop being my friends. And I responded with your typical frustrated response. But to my terrible mistake, I made it seem like I was joking. The main one made me answer a few questions, removed me from the group and blocked me.

I hate it. I hate life and all its freaking lemons. I hate "friends". You want to be my friend, you will care about me, you will cherish me, you will respect me, you will laugh with me, you will NEVER use me. And you will recieve each and every one of those things in return.

I will never be broken again.
I will never be used again.
I will never be laughed at again.
I will never let anyone make me cry again.

I will be independent.
I will be kind.
I will be generous.
I will be sympatheic.
I will be strong.

I will help any and everyone.
I will care and listen to you.
I will be there for you.
I will always be your friend.

That is my manifesto, and I will keep it dear to heart. You are my friend, and I will always be there for you.

But keep in mind that if you ever use me, you can forget about everything we ever had.

I will never apologize for something I know is not my fault. And if it is your fault, and you do not recognize it, you can forget me.

That's all. The majority of you probably didn't read it, but I honestly don't care.