So.. can I do a small vent or rant here..? 

It's about myself I feel like an asshole..I've felt really happy and good for the last few days and for some reason I keep laughing at my mom at the stupid and probably the meanest things she couldn't find a fork and I just laughed..I made her mad and now I feel awful..

I'm not angry at her for being mad at me she has the right to be so, I'm angry at myself like for fucks sake's me can't you not hold back you're happiness and laughs for once and awhile?