Dearly sorry for not a lot of art happening cause life is currently happening and I'm stressed out and I've been spinning since its relaxing and fun for me but i'm cleaning the hole house with mom while my dad is getting some money for a car since we're planning on moving probably some point next year and also we're going up to minisoda which I am deathly afraid of planes cause I mean YOU CAN FUCKIN DIE AND I'LL PROBABLY BE TRAPPED IN A VOID FOR EVEN SINCE I LIKE TO SLEEP its pretty easy to see that I've been watching/reading horror shit and on top of all of that I've been thing about my future do get me wrong I'm excited to see where life takes me I'm just afraid that my mom is going to die while I'm still young..I'll be left with my father which I'm afraid of as well - for good enough reasons - then I'm afraid my dog is going to die soon its almost her 13 birthday she is almost as old as I am maybe even a little bit younger then I'm afraid that my other pets and grandma are gong to die but then again that's life 

ahaha sorry if I made you worried or somethin