- Spinning half of the day to get away from my emotions and to relax

- Mom slightly yelling at me 

- Person I watch on DA leaves 

- Everyone is leaving me 

- Feels like shit and blames self

- Wants to cry and yell at self but can't

- Somehow staying happy with memes and weird things plus drinking/eating my problems away with pop and food 

- My day has been great 

- I'm sorry for doing this

- Honestly my day hasn't been..People on DA and Wattpad are leaving me just now one of the people I watched left..I'm slightly surprised yet not

- So I've been spinning to keep my emotions down make myself feel like a kid again and feel relaxed so yeah..

- Hopefully your day has been better