No, I'm not dead guys
This weekend...and this week in general, has been really hard for me
My anxiety's been acting up like crazy and I have no control over it anymore

I've tried to bottle it up so people didn't have to deal with me, but yesterday, it all came crashing down
I had another panic attack, and it was one of the worst ones I've had in a long time
I'm worried about having more of them at school, but I can't just skip it

Oh well
Hopefully I figure it out without tearing myself apart even more

First of all, I finished that shitty drawing I did along with that grass tutorial
It was a chance for me to experiment with some blending modes for a future piece, so I guess it wasn't that bad

Second, a wip of some fanart of Daina

Ily my fox bab-

Last thing, while doing a vent sketch thing I actually made a monster version of my anxiety and damn is it terrifying

That was a test
Here's the official design:

Heck

~Aly