i wanna write but i also wanna cry but i also wanna scream and punch someone

jeez i was just getting into a state of calm again

like just,,, i trusted that friend so much and i thought of them as a very close, respectable friend. but then they didn't even give me a personal goodbye or anything, not even a half-assed one. they just left.

and i shouldnt feel upset bc its their choice but i cant help it ugH