i cant stand hearing things like "infection of the brain" or "failure of organs".

i dont get angry or sad, i just start getting super nervous. for like, no reason. i just cant handle it.

most likely because i know it could happen to me. i think that's why i get so nervous about so many things, because they could happen to me.

but just, does anyone wanna chat? i really wanna try and get my mind off this.