so um

i fucked up

yeah i forgot to do my school again and if i dont shape up before next week im going back to regular school

which means no wattpad all day

which means no friends all day

which means i wont be able to help all day

and that seriously freaks me out because i wanna keep you guys safe but by being so helpful im forgetting to do things that are important (get dressed, do school, etc)

and i dont wanna lose anybody but just

im forgetting to keep myself healthy i guess????? idk

but just i cant lose anybody. i cant.

so um.. yeah. i gotta learn to not be a lazy bitch and actually do the shit i have do.