[by the way, nothing happened, im just thinking about stuff]

so... pain

its the weirdest thing. cause you can never really figure out why exactly your feeling it, at least i cant.

i mean, if you got stabbed, then yes you know. but i mean with headaches and stuff, those things.

lemme tell you a story

so a year or two ago, i was hanging out at Hadracorn50's house. her younger stepsister's were over and they wanted to hang out on the trampoline so we did, mostly to avoid screaming toddlers.

so we decided to play that game popcorn. i curled up in a ball and for a while we were having a pretty good time. but then i got bounced into the air and landed on the back of my neck.

i swear, i heard a cracking noise, and i couldn't breath. so naturally i freaked the fuck out and started trying to scream, but only sorta wheezing. it sorta felt like whenever i tried to breath in, something in my throat stopped the air from getting to my lungs.

so haddy of course noticed this and started freaking out too because, well, i looked like i was about to die. so her aunt got me on a chair and i was able to breath normally after a few minutes

after reassuring everyone i was fine, i went to sit on the swings while haddy had to entertain her stepsisters. for a month or two after that, i couldnt run without having a pain in my chest

i didnt tell my mom bc im dumb, but it did luckily go away and im fine now. but i still have no idea why my chest hurt

and thats what im talking about!!! i didnt know and it really scared me for a while

but yeah this ramble was pretty useless so,, yeah