idk why i get jealous??? bc like i can work my way up if i just do what i love and keep writing and drawing

but i just,,, i keep getting really jealous of an artist i used to consider a friend. but now i never even comment bc im jealous of her success on wattpad and amino and everywhere

everywhere she goes, she succeeds. she never fails, she never gets ignored, everyone loves her and follows her. but i really dont see whats so special.

yeah, her art's impressive, but nothing really stands out about her personality. she's just... there. and on amino especially; i keep seeing her psa posts on the front page and it annoys me for no reason.

she recently became a helper on warriors amino. yeah, a helper, an admin basically. but all she does is post art and psa's.

i just,, i want her skills. i want her popularity. it makes me feel like a bad person for getting jealous and i dont like it.