We're already at chapter 97, almost halfway there wowohwow

Is it bad if I already can't wait to start the next art book because then people won't have to go through fifty pages of crap to get to the good stuff

have yet more digital practice

why are all these so big

This reminds me of Steven Universe even though I've never seen the show what

oh yeah a random boy (who I'd never talked to in my life) made me a poem in Social Studies.

We had to make a short poem for class and he decided to belt this out: "Roses are red, violets are blue, Ella reads 'This Book is Gay', and she's fucking gay too". Well, I mean, technically he's not wrong. I forgot to share that on Friday and I really needed to tell someone but I haven't come out to anyone irl yet (besides my Mom, and she's super doubtful) sooooo.

also I may or may not have accidentally outed myself to my best friend/crush on Friday?? (or was it wednesday i honestly can't remember) but basically I got a book called 'This Book is Gay' from the library (great guide btw) and I made the mistake of bringing it to school and she saw me with it? And she was like 'um why do you have that?"? And my idiot self responded with "I'm trying to figure some things out"??? help me? basically now she prob either thinks I'm hella gay (which is pretty correct) or that I'm just reading up about gay sex and idk?? 

anywho sorry for ranting 

(also I'm not sure whether I'm just borderline Bisexual or just full out lesbian anymore, please send reinforcements)

ya know I should really just make a rant book or something instead of pouring it all here bc y'all probably don't give a donkey turd about my personal life.