Sigh

Sorry for being inactive /again/, I've just kinda hit a low again and I haven't been the most productive art-wise.

On the bright side, me and the orange furry dude who I don't know if I've ever actually named here broke up. :0 before you comment with well wishes and everything, I'm happy now that we're apart. Certain things about that relationship really took a toll on my mind, so I'm glad it's all done now and we're just friends.

Still pretty heckin stressed tho since this week was benchmark week and I've had two projects due, along with two benchmarks each day, and trying to run the mile in gym

Not exactly a "welcome back" from school, but oh well ;w; only one more day to go.

Also I made some 4/20 stickers in honor of today

(That's an Amino/Telegram friend, and not my own OC)


I would have had more but I've just had a lot of stressful things today, with one especially revolving around art.

//rant ahead, feel free to ignore it//

Basically I'm too nice to say no, even if I'm really busy or have a ton of art stuff I need to get done, and lately I've been getting the feeling that one specific person has kinda been taking advantage of that

I mean when we were dating I was kind of obligated to draw art for him (yeah it's Sprrigs), but I was hoping that would kinda stop once we, yknow, broke up. But like

Now it's almost worse

Like since there's no lovey-dovey shit it seems like all our conversations revolve around me drawing him something. For example, when I made those 420 stickers I was happy because they were dumb but laughable puns, and I showed them to him and the first thing he said was "I want one", followed by more requests for a sticker pack of his own. And then that was the only thing he asked about for the rest of the day, just when his own art would be done or when I would start the stickers

Like

I've told him how having too much art to do becomes a burden on my mind and burns out my motivation, and how I've been super stressed this week and everything, but rip

//sorry for ranting I'll probably delete this later or move it to the actual rant book//

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