I'm sorry I keep doing this, just exit the chapter please... I feel obligated to post some form of art, but all it is is self-hatred and vents, and I don't want to make any of you feel worse because of me. Believe me there's nothing much new here, so please don't continue if you know you'll feel bad yourself because of my venting...

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Side shot for a reference sheet I have to do... I've never successfully done one of these before, and I guess I still have a long time to wait before getting one I'd actually like. Obviously not this one.

Vent again. Failed attempt again. So many things I want to say and do, but I can't. Again.