I love nico he's such a good character like- he knew his sister was dead when he was 9 or something but he wanted Percy's reassurance that she wasn't but he knew he was and then he was seeking for vengeance and then when he brought his sis back as a ghost she wanted to talk to Percy more than him- poor boy he was struggling with admitting that he was actually into guys and I-

When the lyrics said, "tell me how to numb my heart" that really hit hard

Ok I'll go now