First my progress on this, I decided that this will just be what I draw on when I'm having an art block so yeah

And this is kinda creepy

Also I'm super bored so why not do this thing I found online

1) I dont wanna die TwT how aboutt

idk technically this wouldnt be about me but like it's the closest thing I could find I dont wanna do deathbed because of the lyrics "yes we're still young" like I wanna die an old ladyyy

2) my love life- ok I did not know this song cussed I thought- ok never mind. I wasnt ever rejected or anything but.. I'm a lonely [curse word] :')

Why did u choose this tag thingie I suck at choosing music

3) For my wedding- if I do get married then this song

Idk why I just love this song

4)add in my pants, all right

A thousand years in my pants :/ why does that actually make sense as a sentence though

5) song for my funeral- I found this song a bit while back when I was looking for a sad song for an occasion (dont ask) and yeah

6)add "with a shovel and a screwdriver" to the end. Can we just say this is really random. But sure

If you are my love with a shovel and screwdriver. Nice to know I'm loved by tools.

7) this song describes my week. Idk it's only Tuesday (for me) so how aboutt  I love dis song and uh yea that's kinda how it's been going

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) my theme song-

I mean I've been trying super hard to get into julliard pre college (I haven't taken an audition yet I'm gonna wait a bit more) and I've been practicing 3 hours every day, lessons five times a week, and ik not trying to make myself look good because it's also giving me a lot of stress and taking away time I could be spending with my friends (online of course) and sometimes my parents are super supportive, being able to afford me and my stuff (I am a very expensive person) but while doing that sometimes they can get a bit- aggressive I guess I still appreciate everything they've done for me but sometimes they say and do some pretty hurtful things (once my mom ripped up all my books- please dont ask) and some comments and things are thrown and yeah sometimes I just wish I can get away from that, ya know? I've been hit, called stupid, dumb, worthless, countless of times, and sometimes I just really hate myself for it. Everyone says, oh shes so smart, and all that fake stuff when Im getting nowhere basically. My privacy is breached, my parents going through all of my stuff, saying who I can and cant be friends with, they go through all my messages and ban me from things if I say ONE bad thing about their beloved son. Also my brother can be really negative, he tries to put me down saying that I can never do anything right, (hes freaking 6 years old) he curses at me, hits me, and even curses at my parents and is only nice to me when I have something to give him (physical nothing like support or love or anything like that) and when he gets my mom upset, angry, and about to pop, she takes the anger out on me and I'm supposed to suffer while my brother sits back with a confident smirk on my face while in punished for something I didnt do. Adding all that together plus other things that I dont really want to mention because I could get in trouble for it, sometimes my life just really sucks and I wish I could be someone else who's more perfect and loved and yeah. I always try to put up a brave smile on my face and be that bubbly nice and easygoing friend and let that cover my messy side because who wants that? Many times I just want to run away and be myself, be free, but in scared that if I leave I'll be alone with no one, and all my hopes and dreams will just shatter.

You know what I really hate being negative so how about we say nothing about this and just act like we never read that, ok?

9) the song I think of when I think of someone I love-

Now this didnt exactly happen but when I used to like someone which was like back in.. back in 2019 woah this is kinda how I felt, not that I confessed but it was all in my head and then I started meeting these fictional characters— and you get where I'm going

10) a song I play when I miss someone is

My friends <3 :'(