It just... I've been being mean and rude and stupid. I'm a hecking failure. Im not a good Chaotholic, I'm not a good kid, I'm not a good person. Everywhere I look or listen, people have crushes or are perfect kids. I've never liked anyone but sometimes I wish I did. I don't wanna be alone in life. I don't. I don't wanna be evil. I get worked up about simple things, I scream and am a bit violent when I'm really emotional. I'm not good enough.
No wonder nobody loves me, no wonder I can't love