Let me explain something real quick: my sketchbooks are (usually) all the same. All A5, portrait, same style, from the same company.

The first drawing is dated 10/12/17. The last one 20/6/18. It's taken me almost seven months to complete.

Before this god-awful year, it would take about two months, sometimes less.

It's such a clear reflection of how unmotivated and uninspired I've been in 2018. It's awful.

I think I put it nicely into words while messaging Chi yesterday:

Anyway let's get on with this rubbish

I wanted to draw Bazz but it just... Sucked. So I gave up. As always. This is the December one.

7-year-old me vs 17-year-old me, wherein I became cynical, depressed, gay and yet somehow still naïvely holding out hope for the future??? Idiot

An angel/demon Xibi AU. I gave up because armour is impossible to draw and i don't have that sort of patience. Although I did write a Buzzfeed Unsolved demon/angel sorta Xibi AU for my English exam. It was really dumb and I hope the examiner appreciates my ridiculous comedy.

I think I just wanted to try and draw this pose and hoped I'd think of someone to turn it into, but as is my catchphrase: I gave up.

Uh a super messy sketch of Indra and Fern I threw together for Valentine's day when I realised I hadn't drawn anything for Chi (sorry babe)

Here's my kid, Indra, who I really need to draw more?? I might digitalise this at some point but idk man

Concept sketches for Mystic's demon. That last one was blindly and hastily scribbled at like 2am after staring blankly at the ceiling for so long I was starting to see shapes, which inspired the demon bab. I realised the next morning, after an exhausting night of sleeplessness, that the anxiety pill I took before bed had the side-effect of insomnia lmAO. But I took one because the previous night I couldn't sleep because of anxiety, so it's like... Can't sleep because of anxiety or can't sleep because of anxiety meds?? Ooh what a choice-

I wanted to draw Rythian but it was bad so I (you guessed it) gave up.

An absentminded sketch that the proportions are messed up on because I kept altering things and didn't have enough space on the page. I was planning on digitalising this, too, but... Ehh.

Again: intended to digitalise, but I couldn't be bothered because I didn't like it enough. It was gonna be a pride month thing. Also every time I draw Xen she gets buffer. She's getting more powerful. What have I done.

I'd promise you better art is coming but wOWie we all know that's fake news. Mmkay love you byeee