Here some few of my arts, I just don't do much art because I've been having rough time
Here Ghost Wilbur (yes I'm now in Dream smp/team fandom)

Here ✨gogy✨

Here ✨Dre girl✨

Here ✨female Gogy ✨

✨Pastel✨
(Character belong to Aurora Quartelz/Quartz, she already noticed it! )

Here's my main oc- I gotta work on my pfp and banner- but I'm too lazy to do it-

Yeah so that pretty much it, I mean I was having rough time because I didn't feel much confident about myself, I keep disliking my art style, I felt like my art haven't change much, I keep losing my friends, They barely talk to me, so I do too, which makes me feel like I have no one who there for me, and they aren't my friends anymore, I already give up on them, I didn't wanna interrupt them, but I usually felt like my friends are replacing me, or they're using me, or forgotten about me, I don't wanna lose someone that I care about, even on Instagram, people barely talk to me, I look at dms still the same, even I don't get much supported or needed them, but they act like everything is fine. Also I didn't get in relationship, I feel like I'm really actually asexual, I didn't fall in love anyone, or catch feelings, But I might be demisexual soon, I just don't know yet, I'm not the same person that you used to know, I've been going through lot, seeing my family seperate, seeing my mom being stuffers which hurt me, seeing my crush with someone, seeing my friends is better off without me, I don't feel happy when that happened, I took long break from roleplaying, because of that happening, how my life going rn, is just being lonely, sad, upset, when I woke up in daily life, I always knew get up start doing classes, get in trouble by my teachers, Because I keep failing classes, I always tell my parents or myself that I promise I'll get better, but the reason why because I don't have much supported, I don't have much friends, even my current friends always so busy, they don't have time for me to chat or hang out, or call, I always wanna quit being on social media, they don't have to "worry" About me, or I just wanna find someone who absolutely cared about me, be there for me or when I needed them, but it's just so hard, I have few people who also cared about me or be there for me, I also be there for them, I'm starting to refresh my myself, I wanna go away from people who "friends" With me, I need find new home, where I can be loved at this point.

Sorry if its seem to be vent, I'll try not to :(, if you figure out who people are "friends" With me, please don't attack them, if my friends out there reading this message, well, I have to say this, I'm sorry but I can't forgive you, I don't wanna keep giving second chances because I'm tired of it, I don't wanna hear drama

I'd love to be friends with anyone but I just need trust you before you ask to be friends with me