[The art is not mine
Credit on @hiz_fault on Twitter]
I'm so tired of my parents
They keep complaining about that I haven't done anything to them, I just wanna be me I don't wanna be like my brother cuz my mom keep saying why aren't you like your brother cuz he can do anything and not me, I'm getting sick of this, I'm trying make my day better but it ALWAYS RUIN sometimes I get to be lazy or I'm on my bed or I don't do something it cuz I don't wanna deal with problems, sometimes I make excuses and always went in my room, my parents are tired of me too, well that hurts very much... I just wanna be happy and have good life but it hurts... I'm scared of everything now, I'm always not having good life, my grades are failing, I don't think I can handle anything but most I have my online friends they have same life too with problems but having real life friends just so FAKE they don't do something they don't support me, they always replace me with somebody or something... I hate fake friends... Like who doesn't understand and appreciate me being there, I just wanna be friends with everyone but for some reason they hate me or dislike me, I'm sorry if I have bad actions I can try make myself up, I am always be there for my friends but they don't be there for me.... I'm literally tearing apart... I'm not happy and ok... I just wanna be loved.... But no one understands me around my place... They clearly don't... They usually talk behind my back or complaint.... That why I rather not having relationships but I only wanted have one person who understands me and treat me well, my older sister she is very supportive person, I'm literally proud of her, she kept working hard and try sussed her business, and support LGBTQ community that I'm part of it too...