y'all ever had a dream  and then woke up and you don't remember the dream right away but you got that empty feeling so you know something happened so you sit there trying to remember and then you do and wish you didn't because dream-realm was better than real life?

kind of mean of my brain to b like 'lmao top surgery' and then let me run around and put on shirts and see that 'wow it's completely flat!' and then wake me up with Chest Pain like?? rip to my brain but i'm different please don't do that Ever Again smh

yesterday was Dysphoria Inducing because i felt like i looked like a 'lesbian' (y'all know what i mean) and i still don't pass so it wasn't v cash money of my brain to screw me like that huh

anyway that's it that's all i wanted to say Yeehaw