I have known you since the day I was born

We always had fun together

We talk

We would joke

We would have our good times

We would have our bad times

But now you're gone

But your memories are still with us

It hurts that you are gone

But.....

You don't have to feel pain anymore

Now you're in a safe place.

Rest In Peace aunt Chagui, I'll always remember you.

So, uh, recently, on Monday November 6th my aunt Chagui passed away due to cancer and I just got back from her funeral and tomorrow is going to be her burial.

She was strong and brave and one thing is that she always kept a good attitude during this process and I admire that and so does my family and she fought her battle but it got to her.

I really cared about her and when I got the news that she died my heart literally broke and my mind was telling me that this can't be real but it was.

But if anything, she couldn't live on because it got to the point where she couldn't move out of her chair and there was a part of me that knew that her time was coming but another part of me was hoping that she live to 2018 but that part of me was wrong.

It hurts me because I knew her since I was born but I just have to learn how to deal with.

I'm telling you guys this because I didn't want to put on a fake smile for you guys or just seem so happy and sunshiny when something so serious in my life has happen but also not to worry you guys when I just seem so down.

Don't worry so much about me guys because this is just a scar that will need time to heal and that's just what I need, time. I will miss her but I know now she is in a safe place with the rest of her family and doesn't have to deal with so much with her health.

Here's you go

This was like my second birthday and this the picture she wanted to give me (And that's my cousin behind the piñata)

Normally I would draw a picture but I think showing this picture is better than a drawing.

Well, bye guys.