IM ACTUALLY PROUD OF THIS
OMG

but then i start noticing imperfections

BUT THATS OKKKKKK

my mom never appreciates my work
She always wants more and more from me

I got a high honor award and another award from obama
I needed another A to get straight A's and a 4.000 GPA
And you know what she said
This is good but why didn't you get the principal's honor award
And i showed her the flower and she said
Mom: Oh did you draw this.....
Me: yes
Mom: oh ok *leaves it on the table and leaves*

I can never be enough in her eyes

Im sorry i just had to let it out
I've been hiding these emotions for months

I was so happy to get these awards
and then i was confronted by my mom

My self esteem was low

Im getting bullied

And im sad the school year is over

Because im getting bullied at home

Not only because my mom wants more from me

But because of my sister too

Yesterday she was telling my mom, brother, and sister in law how fat i was and comparing me to a pig

I couldnt help but cry myself to sleep

I can never be enough