shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, ah fuck. I'll be fine. I'm going to be fine. Just gaslight yourself. You'll be fine. Your just over reacting. Your just being a fucking failure and misreading things. Its fine. Your just being a fucking idiot. Your fine. Everythings fine. Yeah, sure, they oversteped a boundary but its fine. Thats what some of my best friends do. Its fine, your fine. Your just being a wimp. Your just being pathetic. Your just over reacting. Your fine. Just gaslight yourself and you'll be fine. Dont show emotions. You'll be fine. Your just being a pathetic failure. You'll be fine. Your always fine. You have to be fine, if you aren't then you have no purpose. Your fine. You shouldn't be like this just because someone has traumatized you before and oversteped a boundry. Your fine. Its fine. You shouldn't be crying over past memorys. Just. Fucking. Calm. Down.

You. Are. Fine.

-C