I dunno sometimes I see drawings on here that contain liek you know lewd and liek that's cool and all whatev

But when i do it I feel like I'm being judged and it doesn't feel fun anymore

I dunno recently I've had a looming sense of .. that feeling liek something bad is going to happen lately

I just when I wake up I feel dread

When I think about drawing I feel sick

Things just don't feel right