Okay, so I saw Branchy and others do this so I wanted to do it. But now is probably the best time to do it because of, uh, you'll see when you reach the end. 

Dear self....

I don't have much to say but... Just five more years. One day you will be freed. Keep going for those who love you, and care about you, and don't change who you are. You'll always be different from your family, but that's what makes you special.

Dear dad....

Thank you for caring. For helping me whenever I needed it. For listening....

Dear mom....

I know there will always be apart of me that will care, but at the moment.... Just listen to me. Talk to me, care about the person on the inside of me and not the outside....

Dear crush....

I tell myself I like people to make me feel better, but I don't really have a crush on anyone.....

Dear school.....

Thank you for being one of my only places of safety... For letting me escape.

Dear siblings.....

To my three brothers, you all annoy me, and pester me but, I will always care about you no matter what, and to my sister..... Please stop. You may think it's funny, but it's not a joke. Part of me may always look out for you and care, but right now..... Just leave me, and everyone around you, alone.... I'm telling them today.

Dear past me....

All I can say is good luck. Don't let others beat you down. Several more years.

Dear first love.....

Never had one.....

Dear future me....

Are you there? If so, how is life away from family? Away from here? I'd like to know. It'll be a nice thought to have.

Dear best friend(s)....

You all.... Are just the best friends anyone could hope for. You all accept me for me, and you listen to me, and care about me... Help me. Thank you for that. Thank you for making life worth living.

Dear future child....

Eehh... I don't want children.... I don't trust myself...

Dear person I hate.....

Sister, today you are getting what you deserve. You'll know how it feels to have your feelings hurt. Well, I wouldn't put it that way, seeing as you destroyed me. You can't anymore. Not now. This is your final warning....

Dear person I love....

I can't.... I don't really love anyone in that way.... I will probably never experience it... But at least I won't have to experience heartbreak. OH WAAAIIITTT. *stares at sister, my mom, and my step-dad*

Dear ex bestfriend....

Why would you do that to me? Were you just using me, did you ever care about my feelings? All I can really thank you for is the fact that you introduced me to one of my best friends. So.... Thanks.

Dear people who hate me.....

I understand. It's fine. I don't care. It's better than being unknown.....

So uh, yeah. Also from the message I set up about my sister, I'm not going to injure her!!! She's just.... Gonna get what she deserves. I don't think I deserve what she puts me through... At all. Heck she nearly suffocated me underwater..... Tells me to kill myself. Says she will kill me.... It's one thing to have someone at school saying this stuff, but my sister? The person I live with? The person I share a room with? Yeah. She is one of my main problems.

And by, 'I'm telling them today' means I'm telling my parents and my counselor. I have my first meeting today.

And yeah, my parent have no idea she does this. She has been doing this for months. And they have no idea... I told my mom, but she just rolled her eyes and changed the subject. That's another problem. She doesn't listen.

As I said, the only thing keeping me going is all of you, my friends, and the thought that, in five years time, I'll be able to leave. Get away from this hell hole I call home.

Thanks.... I can't describe how much I care and cherish your support. It means so much...

Thanks again... wish me luck today. I'm gonna need it.