hello.
i really just miss when i first started my account.
i was making internet friends, i was having fun updating my very first art book, i was reading other people's stories and talking to them. it was a good time.
now, i cry every morning before i go to the hell known as high school. i hate every day. i can barely get out of bed. i've lost interest in a lot of the hobbies i used to love. and i've pretty much left this place.
i miss it so much. but i can't get my inactive friends back, or my old fandoms, or my enthusiasm.
i've lost it all.
i'd do anything to just live in 2016 forever. well, only the good parts.
i miss all of my friends. most of them have gone inactive and left. i haven't talked to some of them in years. i wish i could speak to them again. they made me feel accepted.
i really dislike most of my life.
i don't think i'll be updating this book anymore. i've just got so much to do and deal with. and i'm not who i was 3 years ago. i don't have my past enthusiasm or my motivation. and almost all of my old friends i loved so dearly have left. except for Pineapple-Dirk, who is honestly the best person ever. seriously, you've been with me for years, and always supported me. i really appreciate that.
plus, no one really reads my books anymore. i've sort of faded into obscurity. i'm forever stuck just below 100 followers.
anyways, what i'm trying to say is that i'll always miss this place. i have so many amazing memories here. i look back on wattpad with fondness.
but i think it's time for me to go.
i still check here because i read some ongoing books, so i'll still respond to messages and all that. but i'm leaving for the most part.
i love you all.
goodbye.