7/7/2023

Wtf is wrong with me

Why do I over react on the smallest fucking things.

Now I want to fucking kms just because I was told to use tone tags. Why am I so fucking sensitive.

I'm tempted to bash my head against a fucking wall to kms. I hate how sensitive I am.

WHY CANT I DO ANYTHING RIGHT. WHY AM I SUCH A FUCKING FAILURE!!!

Just kill me. Please. Either this or I'll cut I throat. I hate how fucking sensitive I am. Why do I overthink and over react on everything.

Why do people still care. I'm a useless person who can't do anything right. I always fuck up. I'm crying over dumb ass things. I want to fucking die.

Did I make my best friend hate me. Probably.

Why am I such a failure.

-C

7/7/2023-2

I want to kms. I most likely lost my best friend because I'm a fucking idiot.

Why do I mess up on everything. Why am I such a failure. I hate this. I hate how I don't recognize that I should stop.

What is wrong with me.

Why can't I do anything correct.

I'm to sensitive. I'm to dumb. I'm a fucking failure. I want to fucking die.

Why can't I do anything right.

Should I just stop talking to them. Probably. I mean. Every time I talk I always mess something up.

Just fucking kill me.

I feel like I can't vent to anyone because I'm not traumatized enough.

Just kill me already.

Why am I such a mess up.

-C