Hiya guys! Cloudemoon9 here. Umm..so you guys obviously know me as your average drawing freak of a person. Well, I know you guys dont know much on what I do off Wattpad.

First off, drawing request are still going, and I can't find those who did request to me because it's either on the wrong request board. (Somewhere on my first art book) or you guys put it in seperate pages which is unorganized to me and leaves me having to find your request. And guys..these art books are almost a hundred something pages. Which means finding a hundred something comments in order to get that one request. If it helps you please just PM over it or put it in the comments of my request page on my 'ART BOOK TWO'
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Now...for the serious stuff. Since the only way for me to get away from the real world is drawing and talking to you guys.. I have been slightly depressed. I know, shocking, never expected that from Cloude. Now I dint cut guys, that's something I believe is unhealthy and will damage you a ton. Incluing suicide. So don't think of me like that.

But..I have had a friends say things to me that..aren't the best words to here. It's not negative. Well kinda, but also not postive.

One I'm trying to help and the other two I'm doing my best in keeping the company, and even though if I'm not appreciated by the work atleast I know their ok but...it hurts, it hurts a ton, a hurts to watch people do this. My job is to help those stop suicide and cutting but I feel like a ghost forced to watch all this toture. No matter how much I hide it, it makes me just wanna cry and call myself a failure. Especially when your friends start cutting again..I want to try something that will get them to stop and that so far is being with them but..I feel like this CloudeMoon9 you guys know is failing badly. So badly I don't know why I try because they will just do it again.

But, you guys really take all that pain away, I feel like here I can just be in a private world, being some secret artist you guys love and can't wait to talk to. And..I love that a ton. I love you guys like family and never wanna let you go. Do thanks guys. Thanks for being those angels to get me back in my feet. I love you TwT