Insecure artist.... (Small vent)
(This happened recently irl, I have a friend who's a really good artist, actually I have a lot of friends who are good artists!)
Me, proud of my newest artwork: "Yay, one hour and I'm finally done!"
My friend: "hey, wanna see what I drew?"
Random kid: "sure!"
Me, peeking at their art
My thoughts: "wow! That's so cool!"
"...mine is just as good right?"
"...right?"
I take one look at my paper and my 'precious' artwork I wasted one hour on and I get upset, I tear the page out and crumple it up, then throw it away
"Who am I kidding...I will never be that good"
My friend looks at me: "what was that?"
Me: "oh it's nothing! Just made a mistake..."
"A huge mistake..."
(It's very unlikely of me to ruin one of my sketches, and I think this is actually the first time I've done it on purpose....)
(I dont know why...but I feel so guilty, whenever I see my Friend's artwork, I should be happy and support them...but all I do is get jealous over them having a better art style than me)
(Sorry I just really wanted to share this...)
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