Insecure artist.... (Small vent)

(This happened recently irl, I have a friend who's a really good artist, actually I have a lot of friends who are good artists!)

Me, proud of my newest artwork: "Yay, one hour and I'm finally done!"

My friend: "hey, wanna see what I drew?"

Random kid: "sure!"

Me, peeking at their art

My thoughts: "wow! That's so cool!"

"...mine is just as good right?"

"...right?"

I take one look at my paper and my 'precious' artwork I wasted one hour on and I get upset, I tear the page out and crumple it up, then throw it away

"Who am I kidding...I will never be that good"

My friend looks at me: "what was that?"

Me: "oh it's nothing! Just made a mistake..."

"A huge mistake..."

(It's very unlikely of me to ruin one of my sketches, and I think this is actually the first time I've done it on purpose....)

(I dont know why...but I feel so guilty, whenever I see my Friend's artwork, I should be happy and support them...but all I do is get jealous over them having a better art style than me)

(Sorry I just really wanted to share this...)

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