Just a warning this is a rant

I told my mom I don't feel like I'm appreciated by my sisters seeing as I made them noodles and I saw half of it waisted in the sink so I tell my mom and my sisters roll their eyes like it was no big deal and my mom just laughs it off "you're making such a big deal out of this" so I tell her nearly crying because "I don't feel like they appreciate anything I do" I didn't have to make them breakfast but I did and my mom says "but you did and I'm happy you did" "well they don't" and then my mom tells them to say thank you after 3 hours after breakfast ... They obviously don't care for anything I do and I bet that if I were to fucking die one day if I were murdered or if I committed suicide  only then, only then will they realize what I've done to help them and even then I don't think they would care
Why am I making a big deal out of this? It's because I bust my ass off for them I worry about them and I make sure they're safe and they treat me like I'm some stranger. Like I don't matter. They make fun of my body, the way I do things, my singing and voice. All of which have made me insecure they just want to piss me off whenever they can and I've been convinced that if anything were to happen to me they wouldn't care not one bit