Maybe I should just stop hanging out with people...

so I met a girl last year, we would hang out everyday, I felt I could trust her, I would tell her everything I needed to get off my chest, and I to her, she even promised that she wouldn't leave me...then look what the b*tch gave me

I crossed out my name—but that's not the point

She wrote this on a drawing I gave to her, as a gift...am I that f*cking terrible that I can't keep one god d*mn friend?! Am I that repulsive, that arrogant, that insensitive, that horrible, that much of a f*cking scumbag that when people see me they think, "oh, she can't be trusted"...

I'm upset, like on the verge of tears, she was someone I thought I could be around comfortingly, someone who would be there when I need them, to not ditch me for some b*tch who's been talking sh*t about me...

I don't know what I did wrong...did I do something?