I'm doing that dumbass self starvation thing I do when I need control and fuckkkkk I haven't eaten in five dayssssssssss and I'm not gonna let myself eat 'till it's been seven [a full week] and, like, I've done this before for longer but ughhhhhh it's so annoying how loud my tummy is growlinggggg

Like shut uppppp

We get itttt

I do this with sleep sometimes and I swear it's taking a toll on my health but I don't even care at this point

I know this is oversharing so here's some art to balance it out a bit

It's my lil star system called "the heyajo system" and I love it and my mum says it scares her lmao