Ok. This chapter is going to be... Um... I don't know how to put it... Interesting, I guess?

And hella dramatic lol

So I'm the type of person who has been single since birth because....

-nobody likes me (well... Once someone did... But nahhh. It's a long complicated story and it's not yet the time for me to talk about it)

-I don't think I'll take it seriously

-I'm not allowed to date lol

-there's a right time for those stuff. Right now I just want to enjoy being young and single while I can :)

But today... I just wonder...

What's it like to be in a relationship?

What's it like to be loved?

What's it like to hold someone's hand?

What's it like to cuddle next to someone?

What's it like to embrace someone that isn't a family member or a friend, but by someone more?

What's it like experiencing the things I have read in fanfictions? In romance stories? (Not the smut.. no! Don't think like that. I'm TRYIN to be emo here)

What's it like to be put first by a lover?

What's it like knowing that you have a person who's there with you and who loves you?

What's it like to feel you're finally satisfied because you have THAT person?

What's it like caring for someone special?

What's it like to be someone's treasure?

What's it like to have someone who supports you and loves you for who you are? For all your flaws, your quirks, and everything that makes you up?

How does it feel?

Because I would love to know.

In other words, my lonely loveless ass just wants to experience love :')

Eww

I don't wanna rush things tho... I know they're out there. I just need to be patient

I hope the one for me actually exists lmao. I don't wanna be lonely in life...

This chapter is messed up.

Just ignore it lol