THIS IS KINDA A RANT
SO YEAH

Being a facilitator is fun...but surprisingly kinda overwhelming...😵

Plz ignore the title. My nose is actually bleeding. (And yes, I wrote bloodening in the title on purpose). In the Philippines, it's a joke that if you're struggling to speak English, your nose will bleed from all the pressure. 😅 Bizarre, I know. 😂😂

Back to the topic...

Yeah, being a facilitator is overwhelming.

I thought this will be easy actually. But I have underestimated everything.

I found out that I get nervous talking to people I dont know much and that makes me lose focus and struggle to speak in English.
(But when I'm talking to people in familiar with, it dint that hard speaking to them in English... )

It's also hard to start conversations and think of topics to talk about becuz I have no idea what that person likes and dislikes.

And a lot of people are talking to me. A LOT

Which just adds more pressure.

And it takes time, of course. I still got some things to do in school.

I also have to grade them so...

*pressure intensifies*

I'll be so glad when the campaign is finally over.

Don't get me wrong, I don't mind talking to people. But at this point it's overwhelming and I miss being able to walk down the corridor without being bombarded with "HEYYYYYY TALK TO MEH" by random people I barely know.

BUT I CANT REFUSE PPL TO TALK TO ME. I HAVE TO DO MY JOB.

But I actually enjoy talking to some people (especially this one group of friends who are my classmates because they're so easy to talk to and they got good topics to talk about) (and also ppl I'm close to like my squad)

BTW! I have news! Good news and bad news

Good news: I have finished my science requirements

Bad news: I still have 17297281827 other requirements to do.

Even more bad news: I had to get my eyes checked because that's one of the requirements.

Why is that bad?

Well... Because I'm pretty sure my eyesight is bad enough for me to get glasses.

And when I get glasses, my mom is so going to limit my time on the iPad.

Which means I might not be able to visit Wattpad (and other websites I'm in) as often as I want to.

Sh!t