Little blue vein

Little blue vein

Must you tempt me with pain?

And yet I fight it again

The thoughts that tell me, 'I want to die'

I don't listen for the ones I leave will cry.

I hide you once again

Away from the world of pain.

Oh little vein

Oh little vein.

You cry for knives to stop your pain.

And yet I ignore my pain, the emptiness in my brain.

I ignore the cries

I hear the lies.

Of my demons crying out again.

The ones who want to see me die.

The ones who fill my head with lies.

The truth is they are not inside

They are the ones who make me cry.

The bullies, teachers, ones so cruel.

And they label us, 'useless tools'

The ones different from what they want.

The cookie cutter perfect ones.

The ones who have no flaws

The ones who mold to their claws.

The ones that I am not

The ones who made my heart rot.

You say it's my fault I'm this way.

But who gave me these scars in the first place?