'Oh, Green updated.'
'Wow, really? I thought she quit.'
'Nah, she's not dead. She's just really damn slow.'

This thoughts feel like invisible arrows into my heart ;w;

No- No one has said that to me UuU dont start screaming about it xD

I just feel really guilty about taking so long to update.. i wanted to say sorry and let you guys know about some things.

The why I'm taking sooo long to update is cuz:

1) I'm re-making Peace VS Violence!
Suprise Suprise (~UωU)~

Yeah, whenever someone comments i feel cringy even if its a good comment i just feel like trash ;w; so im re-making it.
And some chapters are already made, but the story is gonna be published only when its completely done. So that will take quite some time '^^

2) There's a TomTord book I've been thinking of making. And when i say 'ive been thinking' i mean for the... (Wait let me look it up for a sec.) For the last 7 months :D but i feel like i should firstly get better at writing and finish:
• Peace Vs Violence
• The missing piece of me
Before starting a new story. Im not batman, i can't update 3 chapters a week.
And Let me remind you the words of every chapter are around 5,000 (or more). Which it takes one, whole day, to make. Day and Night. (Not only i write it, but re-read the whole thing to add, delete paragraphs and correct grammar mistakes.)

Besides that:
3) I REALLY want to make a TomTord oneshot book. But i dont feel prepared to write smut or even prepared in general.. i have so much to learn and i guees I've been losing my confidence.. same goes for drawing.

But before your kind ass starts kicking me with compliments, i just wanted to say i dont want pity. Im making this (A/N) only to reason my actions, and to let you guys know why im taking so long (so maybe ill also feel less guilty QwQ) So plz dont start with those huge ass paragraphs about how much wrong i am . _.

Oh, and no. This isnt depression :I Im completely fine UuU just feel like i own you an apology... Sorry for not making the art requests I've been asked to make. I havent drawn in like 2 weeks (which is a new high score for someone who draws every day.)

(And (4) i have a life, its Christmas and i want to spend some time with my family. So i cant effort to be on my pc the whole day ;/)

I wonder if anyone read so far- thanks for the ones who did! It was a long run but you had the patience and the strength to make it xD some others collasped among the way-

This is all. Yeah, you probably didnt except that unicorn bomb to fell huh? Im sorry, ill try to update more!

Special thanks to CrimsonrosetteAngel who has been helping me gain more motivation and made me smile when i rl needed it.

If someone made it so far- and is like 'wow, thats it?' here is some drawing i made a month ago.
It was at a party and everyone was dancing (WHICH I WILL NO WAY IN HELL DO.) so i went to (owner of the party's) room and took their math notebook and drew this:

First time im drawing in this art style, but its not that bad right?

Anyway! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 137 FOLLOWS!! QwQ
How in the word did that happen?

Do you sometimes lay down.. look at the ceiling and ask yourself. How have i survived so far :C
Its a mystery for me.

Welp, Merry Christmas!! Have a nice Day/Night. :>