I am more active on Art Amino (posting my art and all) so yeah. I drew this about 5 days ago or so, and if you couldn't tell, I am a Kpop fan and I am a noob Shawol (name of SHINee's fandom, if you didn't know) ahaha. I really like Jonghyun and TaeMin. So this breaks my heart. Jonghyun was truly a beautiful person and his vocals were heavenly. I miss him so much. I drew this with love, admiration, respect and grief. You shall be loved forever Kim Jonghyun. You did well, and I love you. Please rest in peace.

I am beginning to get over his death but it is really hard to accept. I thank you guys (other Kpop fandoms) for understanding our pain and comforting us. I find it so nice that the whole Kpop fandom is so sweet, and we are all grieving together.

I read some comments that fans from other fandoms cried when they heard the news. This proves that all of us can get along. Please...no more fanwars. I am begging you. I know the biggest enemies are EXO-L and ARMY. I am both. This hurts me that we cannot get along.

To the anti fans out there, I will ask you this: Does bashing the other fandoms gain you anything? Does it make you feel bad after you say that? Yes, standing up for the group you like is good but you have no right to insult others.

Did you know BTS and EXO are friends in real life? How would you feel if a lot of people were saying disgusting things about your friends? That would make you hurt and feel bad right? So, how do you think those idols feel? They are human too and allowed to feel things.

They can be depressed.  They can feel like they aren't worthy. They are constantly under control from their agencies, they are stressed and give everything their all. They are overworked and many of them attain injuries or are on hiatus because of health reason. They always diet and are very self conscious. This is because they feel like they aren't enough. So please stop hating on them. They have feelings and can be hurt. Many are suicidal, like Jonghyun; others suffer from depression. So respect them, okay?

And if you're suicidal, re think it. I am too, and I have no right to tell others not to but I am slowly putting the broken pieces of myself back together. If you need anyone to talk to please PM me about it because being suicidal is serious  and I don't want anyone to do this.

Thank you readers for reading this, even if you aren't a Kpop fan. I love all of you and I am so grateful that you take precious time from your day to red this. Thank you again and see you (type to you??) next time.
Byeeee~