JA Part 21

Part 21:


Aman couldn't understand why NK signalled him to call. Saying some excuses Aman left Arnav and went to bench and took the card. Keeping the card safely he went to Arnav and take him to their company guest house saying they will meet Khushi next day. Not having any courage to fight with NK and not having any strength to see Khushi in that situation Arnav left from there.

After completing their dinner, both Arnav and Aman left to their rooms to get some relaxation from the happenings of the day in the form of sleep. Immediately after entering the room, Aman dialled NK's number from the card. He wasn't surprised when the phone got answered in first ring.

"Tell me NK... what's wrong? Is everything fine with Bhabhi?" Aman directly started the topic

"I need to talk with you Aman Ji. Can you meet me tomorrow?"

"Is it about Bhabhi? I can't leave ASR in this situation alone NK. I'm sorry. But if you are free, can I meet you now itself? ASR is asleep now"

"It's completely fine with me. Let's meet in some restaurant"

"I will meet you there in few minutes NK" they kept the call and left to respective place to talk

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"She is in vulnerable state Aman Ji. I don't want her to face Arnav Ji. She loved him more than herself. She worships him, she adores him. I don't want her believes to shatter. She is thinking that Arnav Ji is really good and kind hearted person. I know that she had an idea about Arnav Ji's anger, but when I saw him today morning in hospital in his anger and rage, I'm sure Khushi can't see him in this worst condition or can't digest that. If she sees him like this in his anger, I'm sure that her heart can't take. She can never guess him like this towards her. I'm not angry on him Aman Ji. I knew he might have some bad experiences. I am just worried about Khushi. I want her to be safe and fine"

"But, do you really think if you let ASR meets Khushi Bhabhi, she will suffer more?"

"Yes..."

"What!? How?"

"Yes Aman... she will suffer. First let me tell you her mind condition from the starting. I know her from 5 long years. She was my junior in MBBS. She was in second year MBBS when she lost her parents in an accident. I went there to console her for her loss and give her strength. But what I saw there, shocked me to the core. Even though she lost her family, I found her completely normal. I thought she lost her mental state. I asked her about her normal behaviour and I got shocked hearing the answer she gave me. You know what she said? She said while smiling "Don't worry NK Bhai... I have my Arnav Ji with me. I can manage"

"What? Three years back?" asked shocked Aman.

Smiling seeing Aman's shocked face NK continued "Actually her crazy crush for Arnav Ji started when she saw him first time 6 years back. From that time she collected all his paper cuttings, magazine cuttings. Do you know she even got suspended from college three times for cutting the papers in library and steeling the interviews and articles about him? She even did Fashion designing in evening because it's Arnav Ji's profession. She always took support from him indirectly whenever she needed one heart to share her grieves. She always used to talks with Arnav Ji's photo. She always got solace in Arnav Ji by holding his photo to her heart. She used to get panic attacks when she lost her parents. After completion of her MBBS, me and my family brought her here and made her meet psychiatrist. He prescribed her some medication. But the main thing which helped her to come out from her state was Arnav Ji.

When she saw him on hospital bed here, I thought I will lose her this time for sure. She again suffered with panic attacks seeing him almost lifeless. But somewhat I can convince her to be strong for Arnav Ji. I never wanted to lose her Aman. She is innocent. She is in love with Arnav Ji very blindly. She never wanted Arnav Ji to be with her. She always wanted his happiness. She said if he is happy with Lavanya Ji then she never will ask him to be with her. She did all the service here to him for her satisfaction – thinking she is lucky to serve him, thinking at least for once she became useful for her Arnav Ji. She thought once he left her she can live with his memories. She prepared herself for living alone with his memories for her lifetime. But when he said those words that day and left her – that is really a big blow on her love, believe and trust. She was shocked hearing Arnav's words and completely shattered. After that her health got disturbed. She thought Arnav distrusted her, she thought if he couldn't trust her then there is no need to live"

Aman gasped in shock. He got tensed to hear the worst. But he didn't stop NK

"She decided to die. But she didn't do anything in that sort, you know why? because Arnav Ji never liked cowardice. So she lived normally, but Arnav Ji's memories and his words never left her. She began to get panic attacks again. But this time there is no Arnav Ji for her to console. It's really became difficult for doctors to control her. She was admitted in hospital for nearly one month. Doctor warned me about her health. If she sees Arnav Ji again and if he leaves her again then it will be difficult for her to survive. Her heart and her mind may not able to take that this time. She might lose her mental balance. Or... or she might lose her life. She may not even take the news of Arnav Ji needed her in his life and Arnav Ji coming here for her. She is not that much strong now. She can't even take good news in a shock. That is the reason I prepared her for not thinking about Arnav Ji. I prepared her to not to meet Arnav Ji. Trust me Aman Ji, I never angry on Arnav Ji. I really respect him for his nature, his hard work and success. But here, Khushi is most important for me than anything. I can't risk anything in her matter."

"But why are you saying all these to me?"

"Because Khushi said, you are a good friend to Arnav Ji and he will listen to you, because she knows you, because she trusts you in Arnav Ji and I trust her believes. I thought you will understand Khushi's condition and make Arnav Ji understand to leave Khushi for her fate and go. I don't want to lose my sister Aman Ji. Please try to understand her mind and heart. She is not in good condition to lose Arnav Ji or to get him anymore. She will die if he leaves her and she will die if he agrees to be with her. But the difference is first one is in sorrow and second one is in happiness. But she can't take anything now. Please Aman Ji. Please save her" that is the moment NK burst out crying. He couldn't control himself anymore remembering Khushi's sufferings.

"Sh... NK... relax... we will think what to do. I will try my best to save Khushi Bhabhi and at the same time ASR. Both are important for me NK. Relax... sh..." Aman tried to console NK. He couldn't understand how to react in this situation. He really is feeling helpless after hearing NK. He sat there dejectedly looking at completely shattered NK. NK looked at his side feeling a hand on his shoulder. Both NK and Aman got shocked to see Arnav there

"Arnav Ji..." whispered NK, stood up from his chair

Arnav hugged NK tightly. "I'm sorry NK... I never wanted to hurt her. I never wanted to leave her. Trust me... I needed her that time. But when she didn't allow me to talk with her, and when she didn't stop me from going and when she got ready to send me to my family, I couldn't stop myself from shouting on her. I was confused that time. I needed her help that time. But she was not ready to help me; she was not ready to listen to me. That angered me and I said those words which I shouldn't. I said she only thinks about her promise, she never thinks about me. But trust me NK I was hurt more than her for saying those words to her. Now, I'm not here to live my entire life without Khushi. I am here to take her with me. I'm here to give her what she deserves – love, caring, support and respect. On the other side – I need her in my life NK; I need her love in my life. I need her support in every second. I can't live without her. Please trust me... I need one chance to correct my deeds, to correct my words, to correct myself with her help. I want to live my life happily with her. Please NK... give me one chance. Please..." Arnav pleaded NK while tears forming in his eyes

NK hugged Arnav tightly crying his heart out. "Sorry Arnav Ji... I don't want to her to be hurt. She is innocent Arnav Ji. I don't want to lose her. That is the reason I declined you to meet her. A lot of things happened after you left Arnav Ji. Please... try to understand my words. I was never angry on you. I want my Doll to be happy all the time. If you leave her she might be sad for some time, but if she sees you happy with your family then she will definitely be happy. Please Arnav Ji... leave us here and go... please..." NK pleaded him

Sighing deeply Arnav asked NK "NK... Can you marry your sister to me? Can you give permission to ask her forgiveness? Can you allow me to serve her? Can you allow me keep her happy throughout the life?"

Aman and NK looked at him stunningly.

"Don't look at me like that. I already said I can't live without her. I want her and I need her in my life. I want to marry her and with marriage I want to tie her with me. I don't want anyone claim her as theirs. She is mine... ONLY MINE." He said in frustration and irritation

"But... Lavanya Ji...?"

"I never loved her. I thought I loved her, but we didn't. She is with me for my money and I'm with her – I don't know for what. I already informed my Nani about my decision of marrying Khushi. She is happy with my decision. If you want confirmation you can talk with her. Don't worry, I will handle Lavanya. She is easy. You just think about my request. Please NK... I can't live without Khushi. Please for once, let me get what I want. Please NK... for once let me know what love is. For once, let me live. For once give me a chance to become a man, in fact a human. Without Khushi I can't do all these. If I want to become a human being, only Khushi can help me, no one other than her. Please NK... give me one chance, one chance to get my Khushi, my love and my life. Please..." Arnav asked NK with folding hands.

Both Aman and NK looked at each other shockingly and hugged Arnav with their might making Arnav move few steps back.

"I do... I do... I DOOOO... Arnav Ji I'm so happy... thank you... But Arnav Ji... Khushi's condition is..."

"I heard everything you said to Aman, NK. Don't worry; I will take care of Khushi. Making her healthy is important for me more than her. I think I know how take care of her in this situation. But please, can you take me to her psychiatrist? I need to talk with him before I meet Khushi. This time I'm not ready to lose her at any cost. But I need you both in this."

"Of course ASR, I will be always there for you. I will do whatever you say"

"Same here" said NK. The trio hugged each other again and sat there thinking about next day to do things.

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Next day morning...

"If you are going to be with her in all the times, and not going to leave her, then there won't be any difficulty if you stand before her. She is weak because you left her; she is in vulnerable state because she lost you. She is not fine because she is feeling alone without you. You are her medicine Mr. Raizada. Only you are the medicine which can heal her. She may get shock knowing that you came back to her. Don't give any stress to her. Try to keep her happy with your return. Make her understand that you are not going to leave her and you will stay with her all time. She needs affirmation and confirmation. She needs your support, you love, your care and mostly she needs YOU... I wish you all the best in getting your Khushi. This is my card you can call me whenever you needed. But I suggest you to be here for some time. She needs to adjust with you before you take her to your family. And at the same time she also needs the support from Mr. NK. Let her understand the happenings. Let her understand that she has you. Give her time to become normal. Don't force her for anything related to you. Her heart or mind can't take. But don't lie to her about anything. If she will know later, it will affect her seriously. Don't worry; she will be fine with you. You are really lucky to get pure and innocent love like hers. Nobody can get that. All the best"

After leaving Dr. Jayson's clinic they drove to NK's hospital. The trio remembered Dr. Jayson's words, which made them relaxed. Trio sighed in relax and sat in cafe.

"What next?" asked Aman.

"What's there? Let's go to inside and meet Khushi. I can't wait or waste more time to meet Dr. Khushi" smiled Arnav.

"Umm... Arnav Ji... she is not a doctor now" said NK in a low voice

"Means?" asked Arnav

"She is babysitting in children ward. Authorities didn't allow her to be a doctor or nurse here. They didn't want to risk with Khushi's health conditions. As I requested them, they allowed her to be in children's ward. I managed to make them agree to give Khushi my time slots. I can't leave her alone anywhere. So...,"

"Sh... NK... don't give explanations, you were never at fault. It's me, who should be sorry. I am..." Arnav controlled his anger towards authorities and felt a tug in his heart thinking about Khushi's condition. He knew how much she loves her profession

"Oho... stop you both. Why are thinking about the past days? Just think about how to convince Khushi Bhabhi and how to talk with her. That is important now" Aman chided. They smiled looking at each other. Arnav was beyond happy to meet Khushi. NK is happy but worried as Aman. They left from cafe towards the children's ward.

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"Doll..."

"Bhai... Where did you go? Why didn't you say anything to me?"

"I went to meet someone. How are you? Did you take your medicines?"

"Yes, I had my food and medicines don't worry"

"Doll..."

"What Bhai?"

"Woh... did you meet I mean... as you saw him..."

"Bhai... I respect you. I know why you restricted me. I know why you didn't want me to meet him, because you are worried for me. You never wanted me to get hurt. I can understand your opinion Bhai. Don't worry; I'm not going to meet him without your knowledge. I know Bhai you want me to be happy. You please don't worry about that also. When I see Arnav Ji happy with his love and family I will be happy without doubt"

"Don't you want to meet him? Don't you want to talk with him?" asked NK feeling bad to restrict his sister

"I do Bhai... but I promised him that I won't cross his path again. I promised him that I won't show my face to him. I promised him that I will not be a reason for his loses or problems in his life. I know if he sees me or talks with me and finds me that I needed him in my life, he might think that he should help me because I helped him. But Bhai, I never helped him. I did my duty as Arnav Ji's Khushi. I wanted and want to be useful for him. I never wanted him to feel bad about me or feel like he is indebted to me because of what I did to him. I wanted him to forget me and live his life happily. For that I shouldn't go before him, because I know, my presence never gives him happiness. I never wanted to or will want to make him uncomfortable with my presence Bhai. So, don't worry... I'm not going in front of him" she said with a small smile

"What if I need you Khushi? What if I need your support in my life? What if I'm not happy without you? What if I'm not comfortable with the person I thought I'm in love with? What if I found that love is not real? What if I found you are my life? What if my family wanted YOU?"



...to be continued


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