I don't know how long I have slept or should I say I have been unconscious, probably more than a month. And when, I opened my eyes, I saw an unfamiliar room. The walls were all white in colour, the furnitures, white and gray. There was a window, which was open and I could see the sky. I looked the other way and saw the IV attached to my vein. I moved my hand with difficulty when I realized I was in a hospital. I closed my eyes to recollect why I was there? And very slowly every scene flashed inside my brain.

We were going out for dinner. It was my baby's 1st birthday, Rhea, my sweetheart, my life. She was seated on her mother's lap trying to get my attention. Every one minute she was trying to come in my lap. She was a daddy's girl in true sense. And then everything became blur when suddenly I heard Natasha's scream. Before I could anticipate I saw a huge truck coming right in front of us. The way the truck was approaching I could make out that there was some issues with the break. The Truck wobbled from one side to the other. I tried to control our car and then I had to take the most important decision of my life. The truck was about to hit the left side of the car where my baby and Natasha sat. I turned the car to my side to take the impact on myself. The Truck hit my side with force. The car went on spinning till it hit a tree. The window of the car broke and then I could only see blood. I could still remember Natasha screaming. Her left side hand was bleeding but with her right hand she was shaking Rhea. To my horror I saw her tiny head on my lap. My leg was stuck in between the door so I could not move. I know my head got injured brutally since I could clearly feel my vision go blur. I tried to blink back and focus, tried to reach my baby.

The 911 almost arrived immediately. I asked them to save Natasha and my baby first. But as they were towards the tree area they tried to take me out first but I requested them to take my baby first. They took her out from my lap. Then I felt myself dragged out of the car.

Her tiny body lay limp on the stretched. Some of the experts tried CPR on her. I saw, she wasnot responding and I knew right then that she couldnot make it because my heart stopped. I couldn't breath. I was sinking and then everything became black.