Chapter 12: Guiltiness

After 2 years:

A sun ray peep and brightness is shining in a gaint room but seems sleep is far away from the person who is resting on the bed leaning his head on the headboard. Its been 2 long years still he have no information about her. Where she gone no one know about it? What is the use to think about it. He is the only one who forced her to leave this city and now why he is so concerned about her?

Many night he have a sleepless night since the day she gone away from his life. Someone said it right we valued someone only then when we lost them ..how insane he is.

His hand reach inside the pillow and he took a picture into his palm. Tears escape from his eyes remembering all his deeds he commited. How he crushed an innocent girl dreams in just one moment and tainted a fragile doll..how can I be so cruel to her? Every single day he is cursing himself in a hope one day she would came back but probably its not possible in this live, he wondered.

He raised his hand controlling his grief and open his eyes to look at her angelic face in the picture. Her smile, her crippy nature..everything died the day he laid his lusty eyes upon her. What mistake she committed that I had punished her so brutally? Why he ruined her...why dammit? He slammed his palm roughly without caring about anything else and got up in a jerk. Glass get broke into pieces that is kept upside near the desk and while doing so some pieces pricked in his palm. Blood flowing continuously from his hand and he fist his palm more tightly to feel some pain. But unfortunately this pain is nothing comparable what she have gone through due to him. He is the sole reason of each and every distraught state. Tears escaped from his eyes remembering how cruelly he forced her and crushed her innocence in his own bloody feet. He gulp down controlling himself. his eyes were all red, face become pale and body become stiffen. The tiny blood droplets are dripping in the floor slowly when he heard a bang voice.

Anjali: Bhaiya!!! Anjali entered in his room with his black coffee and get stunned by seeing his condition. She feels tug in his heart. The tray fell from her hand and she quickly rushed toward him.

Anjali: Hey bhagwan.. you are bleeding..how this happen..! she was about to step toward him to touch his wound which is severely arching when he turned away.

Arnav: ''Stop right there..don't you dare come near me''. He raised his voice a little. Tears rolled down her eyes by his harsh tone. That incident create a biggest fuss in his heart.

Anjali: Bhaiya why you are punishing yourself..what you are trying to prove..don't do this please..i beg you. Just look at yourself..yeh kya halat bana di hain apne..apna nahi toh hamare bare mein sochiye..apko is halat mein dekhke hame kitni taklif hoti hain apko andaja bhi hain? (What you did to yourself..atleast think about ourselves..do you have any idea how I feel by looking at you day in and day night like this?)

Arnav: Anju better stay away from me it will be beneficial for you otherwise you also be ruined.

Anjali: Please bhaiya try an understand. I can't see you like this..it hurts me like hell.

Arnav: This pain is nothing comparable she bearing, he uttered under his breathe.

Anjali: Bhaiya please let be clean your wound else you get septic. She went forward when he literally shout making her stumbled.

Arnav: Stop there.. why don't you understand...I deserve even much more than that.

Anjali: No I won't..gave me your hand? She pleaded and remove first aid box from the drawer and took his hand to apply antiseptic but he quickly shrugged her away.

Arnav: ''Can't you understand in simple language..i said leave me alone... I can take care of myself and don't need anyone sympathy and interruption in my life''.

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Anjali: Sympathy? From where it come in your relation. You have loved me so much then what had happen so suddenly that you never willing me to come near you? Answer me bhaiya?

Arnav: Anju I am warning you one last time..go away and let me live in peace. He closed his eyes painfully.

Anjali: ''Why you are doing all this..just stop this madness please''. She argued.

His patience broke fiercely and he burst on her by grabbing her arms roughly making her pounce back.

Arnav: You still assumed I haven't did anything? Your brother whom you worship like a god is not more than beast. I have messed everything anju...everything.! He kneel down in his feet and began weeping in front of her. Anjali get down before him and cupped his face.

Anjali: Bhaiya..just once tell me what has happen..probably I can help you to come out from your inner turmoil..its been long 2 years..why you are torturing yourself for every since moment? Whatever happen with me is not your fault its just an accident..please don't ruin your life.

Arnav: Anju if that incident wouldn't took place then I would never realize my mistake..you have been punished for my deeds anju. The sin which I have created is unforgivable..i can't able to forgive myself until khu..! he instantly stop blunting further and got up furiously while anjali looked at him confusedly.

Anjali: What do you mean? She make him look into her eyes while he keep numb.

Anjali: What you are hiding from me?

Arnav: Anju get the hell out of you else you would regret big time.

Anjali: Bhaiya but..!!

Arnav: I said get out!!!!!!! He yelled on top of his voice and she step back trembling in fear. By listening his voice gayatri immediately barged and get belwildered by the disheveled state of his room. Anjali gestured her pointing toward arnav.

Anjali: Mumma bhaiya..! woh..! She embraced her in her arms and shake her head in a no.

Arnav: ''Mom took her away from my sight...I don't want anyone near me''. He exclaimed sternly which cause lump within her heart.

Anjali was about to go near him when her mother stopped her and took her off his room.

Anjali: Mumma yeh sab kya ho gaya..bhaiya ki aise halat mujhse ab aur dekhi nahi jati..kuch kijiye!! ('Mumma what is this happen..i can't able to see his vulnerable condition anymore..just do something!!'')

She lean her head on her shoulder and began shedding tears.

Gayatri: Anju keep faith in god, everything will be alright? Just when something click in anjali mind, she wiped her tears and looked at her with a glint in her eyes. Gayatri looked her confusingly by her sudden change in behavior.

Anjali: What if we make him get married with someone..maybe he will came out from his pain?

Gayatri: No anjali its impossible..do you still think he agree to get married..never!!

Anjali: Atleast we try to convince him? Probably he love someone but due to some circumstances she left him and now he is cursing him because of it?

Gayatri: You really think so?

Anjali: I really dunno mamma...how I know when he never share anything to me.. I was just assuming and trying to join the dots. we need tried to search that girl due to which bhaiya condition like that. what you say?

Gayatri: No anju..i don't think so..if is there any girl in his life then he would have tell us.

Anjali: I have still a doubt ma because once I have seen a girl picture within his pillow.

Gayatri: What?

Anjali: Yes ma but unfortunately I can't able to see her pic, bhaiya have snatched it before I saw it. There is definitely someone in his life. I have ti found out. How much he keep deny from us but truth cannot be hidden for long..today or tomorrow it will be came back.

Kaun ho sakhti hain vo ladki aur arnav ne kyu nahi bataya? (Who was that girl and why arnav was keep hiding from us?)

Anjali: Dunno ma I am not able to understand anything..i just want my bhai back that's it..i wished to bring happiness in his life. I have to find out what has bothering him that he became so bitter.

Gayatri: Lets hope for the best anju!!

Anjali: Bhabhi Whoever you are I will bring you back in my bhai life and tie your knot with him by hook or crook..its promise of anjali singh raizada. She stated in determination.

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London:

A girl of late 20's wearing a sleeveless black silvery top and tight jeans looking absolutely stunning were sitting in the couch. She was slipping the coffee while flipping files and a man is standing in front of her keeping his head down shivering badly. Suddenly her facial expression change while drinking it. Her grip become stronger. She look at him angrily and throw the mug on his face.

Khushi: What the hell is this? Don't you know how to make a simple tea of my taste? How care you serve a cold tea for me..i hate such people who disagree my orders. Yukk...you spoil my mood by this crap tea.

Ramesh: M.a..m wow..! He was arching in fear.

Khushi: Just shut up..go and bring fresh tea for me else you won't be able to stand in front of me.

Ramesh: But mam I have..!

Khushi: Don't argue with me..just do what I am saying. He was started marching ahead when someone get crashed with him.

Ramesh: ''So.oo..y sir..woh main..maine jaan puchkar nahi kiya''.(I didn't did it intentionally.)The person blink his eyes in assurance and then his eyes cast on khushi whose temper is high. Taking a deep breathe he step ahead to greet her.

Person: hey khushi..what up!! He went near her to hug her when her rage is at the top. She pull him back and look at him angrily.

Khushi: Arjun, what is this non sense..how many times I told you don't enter in my cabin without my permission and I don't like any stranger come near me...got it.

Arjun: Oh come on sweetheart..why you are reacting like that..this is London and its normal to greet each other in this way and we are not a strangers..we knew each other since 2 years and i..!

Khushi(cut off by her): Oh really !! She raised her eyebrow and smirked.

Arjun: Yupp!

Khushi: Whatever! Do you need anything?

Arjun: Ya I need you.. She get startled and frowned by his direct comment.

Khushi: Excuse me!! Arjun, I have already told you I am not at all interested in you so stop wasting my time and let me do my work. She spoke casually while glancing at the file.

Arjun: But khushi why you don't accept my love..i truly love you and i..!

Khushi: ''Oh just shut up Arjun..you already knew how much I hate this 'love' word. Yeh pyaar vaar sab bakwas hota hain aur yeh mujhse behtar aur koi nahi janta so its better so stay out of this and don't cross the boundry of our friendship..you are my only friend whom I trust you and share good and bad moments of my life so don't spoil our friendship it by naming it with so called love and all''. She turned around closing her eyes and control her buried wound. He place his hand on her shoulder to calm her down.

Arjun: Khushi you okay? I am sorry if my words hurted you...i didn't mean it She gaze at him and gave a sly smile.

Khushi: I am absolutely fine. i became so stone-hearten that no feeling and emotions make me weaken anymore.

Arjun: Khushi I just wanted your happiness..nothing more than that. She gesture him with a cute smile and he admire her delightfully.

Khushi, I really don't know what hatred you are hiding in your heart but i always wait for you in my entire life and whenever you need me i will always be there for you.

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Arnav: Just shut your bloody mouth aman..i am fed up with your lame excuses. Can't you find a single girl..where is the hell they are missing?

Aman: But sir you are only one who compelled her to leave this city then what happen so suddenly that you..? He clenched his fist and bang the desk angrily.

Arnav: ''Shut up aman... just shut up..do what I am saying..Find khushi as soon as possible''. He nodded his head and moved out of his cabin. Arnav lean in his chair closing his eyes.

Why you ruin my life..i hate you Mr raizada..i hate you..

Bhaiya...help me please!!!

Anju!!!!

I wanted to die..leave me !!!!

He opened his eyes with a bang.

Khushi!!!!!!!!!!

Dammit!!!where are you lost khushi..just once came back!!

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Dhruv: Gudiya why you are spoiling your life..Arjun loves you so much..he is well educated and such a true gentleman..i have seen a true love in his eyes. Why you broke his heart? Khushi who was running in trademill doing exercise looked at him irritatingly.

''Are you listening what I am saying?'' She rolled her eyes disinterestedly and ignore him literally. His continuous nagging making her more frustrated.

Bhaiya..don't start this topic again..i am listening this since ages..stop it.. Why you are wasting your time ..you already knew my answer so stop fussing it. He pull khushi down and make her stood in front of him.

Dhruv: Think as a brother point of view..i wanted my gudiya well settled in life..do I am expecting much?

Khushi: Bhaiya please how can you think I say yes to his proposal..i would never spoil his life..He is my true friend and nothing more than that..how can you forget about my dark past. She was enraging in anger remembering that dreadful night. By looking at her traumised face, he give up.

Dhruv: Okay if you are not interesting in marriage then I won't force you but can I request you something?

Khushi: If needed I can die for you..Anything for my sweetest brother...tell me what you want?

Dhruv: Its mom-dad death anniversary on Tuesday. Let's go back to India. Her face expression changed by his demand. She gasped taking a heavy breathe and pulled him away.

Bhaiya please..you already knew i would never wish to go that place..how can you forget all this.

Dhruv: Its mom dad last wish to...he chooked a little. Khushi closed her eyes hurtfuly.

Dhruv(Facing toward her): Dekh mana mat karna pehle baar tujhse kuch mang raha hu...apne bhaiya ke liye itna bhi nahi karegi? (Don't say no..first time i am asking you something..don't you fulfil your brother a single wish?) He pouted. She nodded her head weakly which brink a wide smile on his face.

Dhruv: I love you so much. He hugged her tightly and she her head in his chest calmly.

Khushi: I love you too bhai!!! He kissed her forehead and smile widely.

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Khushi was sitting in the edge of bed holding one magazine in his hand. She was continuously staring at something blankly without blinking her eyes

It is written in bold letters

the most illegible bachelor of delhi, mr arnav singh raizada.

''Mr Arnav Singh Raizada started counting your days..i am coming back to make your life a living hell''

Precap: Arshi face off!!

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