A Bit About Me
I thought y'all might wanna see some things that make up a pretty big part of who I am (fandoms and such not included lol)!!!
It's a rainbow with the genderfluid flag colors as well. I came out to my mother as gay(lesbian to be technical) about two years ago and recently talked to her about being genderfluid. She doesn't really "get it", but she hasn't said anything bad about it. Unless her jokes count, then she says bad things every chance she can. But hey, that's what my family does. They josh ya for things that make you different.
In the square are four big parts of me as well:
Anime, because I've loved it from a very young age and it's really influenced the way I do certain things or even think. I think my first anime was Pokemon Indigo League, but for those who say that Pokemon isn't a real anime then I guess it would be Sailor Moon.
Capricorn, my zodiac sign. I was really big on astrology as a kid partly because I used it as an excuse to myself about why my dad was such an asshole. Blaming it on him being a Libra (no hate for libras, some of my favourite people are libra), since astrologically Capricorns and Libras don't get along.
Wicca. I tend to jump around religiously because the thought of devoting myself to a higher being whom can control what happens to me like when I die or when someone else dies is holy shit scary. I used to lock myself in my room if a bible thumper even came near the door and I feel uncomfortable praying to the Christian God so much so that the very thought makes me want to throw up, no exaggeration. Albeit I did end up going to a Youth Group in middle school, the pastor was really cool. He just let me come for the free food and stuff and even said I didn't have to take part in prayers but that I should instead listen to what they were saying, which was some pretty real ass shit. But I have deduced that I am a mix of Wiccan and Hellanist, since I believe in the way of Wicca, believe in Greek Gods and Goddesses, and practice white witchcraft.
And finally Lust. I'll admit it, I don't think any aspect of who or what I am is perfect. I'm constantly striving to be something different, lusting after fantasies of who or what I could be so often that I completely reject what I am now. I know I'll most likely grow out of this or at least tone down my self loathing a bit by the time I'm finally in the real world, but for right now, I cant stop chasing the things I yearn for.
Anyway if you read all this shizz I love you, you matter, and just for the heck of it drop your sexuality, gender identity, and biggest celeb crush in the comments. Bonus if you give me your rebirth name!
Blessed be,
-Diana ♡♡♡
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