Erza Pov

I stepped of the platform after it stopped and was shaking lightly, my heart hammering inside my chest from the adrenalin, I looked over at Jellal that just smiled at me with an amused grin and a sneer on his lips. I latched onto his arm with a small smile. "Your scream sounded really cute." He whispered with a smirk and I gave him a short angry glare before smiling again and blushing faintly. "It was exciting." I replied with a relieved sigh and he chuckled. 

I gazed around to see if I could find what I thought to be my mother as I didn't know why she would be here of all places. She never had any interest in going to the fair and she never went with me as she said that she had no time to go between all her work. I knew my mother worked hard to give me everything I needed, but all I've always wanted was her just being a mother and not be concentrated on her job. She did eventually only concentrate on me when that horrendous night happened, it was branded inside my memory like a deep scar that will never go away. 

Flashback 5 years ago

The evening air was slowly moving over my skin as I made my way home from school, I had to talk with the teachers about a few things as I was the student council pressident and there were some pressing maters about a few students. The wind picked up speed and took the paper I had in my hand with it. It had some important notes on it that I needed in order to perfectly pass the next exam with the highest score. I looked to where it landed, inside a dark alley. I hesitated for a moment and then shrugged. I'm not scared of the dark, I walked in swiftly and grabbed the paper stuffing it back in my backpack. I looked back to the exit of the ally when I felt a hand grab my arm and another was pressing something wet on my mouth. My heart picked up on speed as I understood in what situation I was in. I tried to scream and to free myself, but couldn't. My body slowly stopped to respond to my fanatical attempts to free myself, the grip of my hand on the persons arm loosened and it dangled down like my other arm. I was dropped on the ground with my back down and looked to see five hooded figures. One of them grabbed my chest and pulled on my shirt. I felt tears roll down my cheeks but there was no way I could scream as the only sounds my voice could make were silent whimpers.

The other four now molested me as well, pulling up my skirt and pulling down my panties. I now knew what was going to happen. Tears welled in my eyes as their perverted faces looked at my innocent body my bra was pulled down and they were now touching my bare breasts they seemed to be young maybe adults but I was disgusted and horrified at the same time, how a human being could do so such a thing was beyond my understanding. I felt a touch on my private parts and my breath stopped, I was shaking in fear. I tried to look down in shock seeing one of them knelt between my legs. I shook my head. "Please don't I'm just 14 and a child, don't rape me." I whimpered, I hoped that they would have at least a rest of humanity in them to not rape a innocent child. I felt a cold touch on my vulva and closed my eyes that were full of tears.  "We shouldn't do this man, I mean we don't have any protection and we don't want to knock up a child." One of those perverts said. I suddenly felt the thing below go away only to feel it lower pressing inside I let out a whimper in pain as it was piercing into my rectum an excruciating sensation was coming over my entire body as it felt like I was ripped in half, I then felt my eyes close and fell unconscious.

I woke up later and weakly looked around not seeing those five anymore. I looked down to my body. My face grew a horrified expression and I cried even more seeing it covered in some strange white gooey stuff that was sticking and smelled bad. I looked down seeing my private parts also full of it. I was raped and defiled. I felt the sharp stinging of what happened in my lower body as I tried to stand up but couldn't, my panties were next to my bag, they looked filthy. I reached for my phone. I called my mother and said to her to pick me up and to bring a blanket. I hung up without her being able to say anything and crossed my arms on my knees my head laid on them and I cried heavily, the pain I felt was strong and I noticed blood on the ground. "Why me." I whispered. "Why, everything has been getting worse since Jellal went away." I whispered. I clutched my hand into a fist. "All went to shit since he left, why did he." I cried into my arms. My only friend who's been there to make me smile went away and I've been living a lonely hell. Even with my mother trying everything she can to help me.

I heard footsteps on my left and I peered over to see my mom, like a protective angel that does everything for me and has always been there for me. Her expression grew shocked even to she rarely showed emotions, but she couldn't contain them now and just let them out. She leaned down to me and draped me in a towel while collecting my clothes and bag. I couldn't answer her as the shock was too much and showed her five with my fingers.

The next things that happened were hazy as I looked around seeing that I was in a hospital room and a female doctor was examining me. I looked slowly over to my mother that had her head low and hands pressed together. I knew how guilty she felt on not having been there for me to stop them. I could only imagine what she was thinking, I tried to reach out for her but my body couldn't move even if I wanted. It was like I could only move my head and nothing else not even a word was coming out from me. "Mom just stay strong it wasn't your fault."  I said in my mind towards her.

After the check up, I was brought back home and my mom did everything to help me get back which helped a little. "Erza come on I will now bring you somewhere with my car. We will spend a little time together as mother and daughter." She said with a smile but in her eyes there was a sad glow of something like she failed at being a mother. I nodded slowly. "Yes let's go." I said and we sat inside her jeep driving into the city, she stopped in front of the same alley that was were I was raped. "Why did you stop here." I asked with a shaky voice looking at her with fear. She reached out for my face and slowly stroked my cheek and smiling warmly. "Mama, has something to do here sweetie, I'll be right back." She replied softly and put on leather gloves. She reached for the glovebox pulling out a handgun. I looked slightly shocked but then again I had nothing to say as I knew my mother extremely well. She was boiling inside with hatred and fury towards them. Her gaze went to again to the glovebox and she reached inside pulling out a tube and she placed it in front of the barrel. She checked the magazine and put it back in while pulling the sled back. She placed the handgun in her coat. I looked at her figure going inside the dark alley only to see five dim gun fires appear and bodies dropping on the ground one of them seemed to still move as my mother headed back for the car opening it and pulling me with her gently. "Erza I need you to come with me just a second." She said with a soft Smile and I nodded in silence. 

"These are the five right." She said pointing with her gun at them. "I nodded as I couldn't utter a word. She gave me a happy smile under a dead serious face and gave out a short slightly evil laugh. "How can someone be so inhuman and kill in cold blood." One of them said and my mother immediately had a rage filled face as I saw her eyes glow in hatred and despair. "You are the once who are inhuman by raping a child and that's what you get you bastards, killing you was mercy on my part, if I would decide on what to do with you I would torture you until you beg me to kill you." She growled and then shot him right in the groin making him yell out. She stomped with her foot on his face, her heel almost cracking his skull. "You are despicable monsters that should be punished until the end of time." She said kicking his face and then she shot him right in the face ultimately killing him.

She took a breath and placed the gun back in her coat. "Come on Erza let's go to where I wanted to bring you in the first place." She said with a happy smile taking my hand. I looked towards the corpses and had a short smile on my lips looking back at my mother. "I love you mom." I said and she smiled happily. "I know Erza I would do everything to see you smile happily and live a joyful life." She said ruffling my hair and we sat inside the car. She took an earpiece out from the middle box compartment and pressed Silvers number on the cars touch pad. "Yes Silver it's me I'm sorry to have called so late but I had something to finish you remember that I told you I was onto a gang that had done some horrible crimes. Murder and robbing?" She asked and I heard Silvers voice thinking a bit. "Of course Scarlet, did you find them and closed the case?" He asked and she nodded while stopping at a red light I looked over to her having a smug grin on her face and looking at me then with a happy smile. "Yes I closed the case they even had rape on their crime list. I will tell you the coordinates on where you have to  send the clean up team." She said with a blank and cold voice and Silver let out a short chuckle. "You've always been one to chose the trigger over the cuffs when it was possible Red, but you are not for any reason Fiores top agent." He said with a pleased voice. "I'll send them right away and close the case. See you soon in the ISF base." He said and hung up.

Flashback end 

I felt panic rise up in my body remembering it and Y/n looked at me with concern before pulling me into a warm hug. His gaze was fixed on me as I had a panic attack and was shaking lightly. I tried to stop it and his gazed was on me while I felt his hand slowly caress my cheek. "Erza you don't have to worry I'll always be there for you, now and forever. Because I love you." He said with a warm and soft voice his lips curled into a smile and I immediately felt the panic go away as I gazed into his ice blue eyes. I finally knew it, the thing his eyes were covering was a trauma just like mine he too had experienced something that caused it maybe a brutal experience or could it be something with my mother as he worked with her. I don't know it yet but I will find out I'm close to it.

"I knew you could do it Scarlet and now let's go to one of the other attractions you would like to go." He proposed with a teasing grin. I rolled my eyes since I knew he was just waiting for me to go to the love tunnel or the ghost ride since I know either way I would be clinging onto him.

"On second thought we should go to the love tunnel now." He whispered into my ear and my face flushed red thinking about it. I pulled him with me swiftly and headed for the love tunnel sitting inside a boat and it headed inside. I gently grabbed his hand and he lifted my head up to his by the chin our eyes fixed into each other, the hammering of my heart inside my chest being unbearable to hold in and we both leaned in to a kiss sweet and loving, it felt like a million fireworks exploded inside my body and it tasted like honey and sugar mixed with strawberries. My hands roamed his chest while I felt him gently lean me down to let my back rest on one of the boats sides. His hands were holding on my hips firmly while I felt his tongue brush over my lips and deepening it trying to make this kiss like my first. I smiled into the kiss while we latched of from each other and a pink hue was on his cheeks. I knew the love tunnel would be a great spot for this and smiled happily at him. "I love you Jellal." I whispered and he gave me a short smirk. The ride ended and we stepped out of the boat back to our friends who were coming back from one of the other attractions.

"Now let's go to the Phoenix Rebirth." I cheered and the others did too as they walked up to us. Natsu was pulling Lucy with him "Natsu you are going to vomit all over the ride." She argued. "I was challenged by Gray to do it and I wont back down." He growled glaring at Gray who was smiling smugly at him.  I smiled softly and already knew Natsu would be vomiting on the ride. 

We walked towards the ride and stood at the queue until it was our turn. Y/n and I were in the first cart while Gray was with Juvia one behind us and Lucy and Natsu were behind them. 

I felt the cart start and I looked around nervously gripping the safety bar. I looked over to Y/n who gave me a concerned expression. "It's both our first time on this ride Erza so don't worry, I too am scared a little but I'm also excited." He said to me and then I heard him mutter a curse word while I smiled happily to not be the only one slightly scared. I saw the cart slowly reach the top of the first steep fall and I braced for the worst.