I struck up looking everywhere wandering where I was .
I was at the Cullen's .
I then looked Infront of me and Aro was there.

I ran up to him to hug him but I tripped over my own foot .

Aro catching me I blushed .
Aro's eyes widened his face cupping my cheek .

"Are you alright sweet heart"

He stroked my cheek .
I leaned into his touch .

"Better now that your here "

I stood up .
I knew something wasn't right .
I looked to Aro  his eyes now black.
I knew then that he was hungry .
And I didn't know what to do .

I walked slowly toward him.
Holding my breath .
I looked him in the eyes asking .

"Are you hungry ,do you need to feed "

He looked down at me nodding .

I held his hand and looked to him.

"I will ask Carlisle to get you a blood bag .
Stay here I will bring it to you "

Aro sat down where I was lead down .

I then went to Carlisle explaining the situation .
He gave it to me and I gave it to Aro .
A wide grin on my face .
I passed it over to him .
His eyes the darkest shade of Black in existence.

As he bit into it .
It took him about 5 seconds to fully finish it .
When he looked back up his eyes were crimson .

I then sat down next to him .
I then looked side ways towards him .

"I want to get to know you .
I mean I've done my research .
But I want to know the real Aro Volturi "

He looked to me his eyes black again.

I looked at him again .
He's still thirsty he's used to drinking three humans a day .
Not a  one pint blood bag .
I should have seen this coming .

I went to get another blood bag .
I walked in with it Aro
Beaming.
I give it to him but I knew it wouldn't fully satiate him .
That's when  I had an idea .
But it soon was a no.
Him drinking from me.
But he wouldn't be able to stop.
I shook myself out of my zone out .
And he'd finished the bag .
I looked in his eyes .

Still hungry .

I went to get another bag .
And thought .
I cant bare to see him like this .

I pass the next to him .
He finished that one in under a second .

I looked to him a tear in my eye.

"What can I do to help Aro "

He looked to me .
He took my hand in his  .
Read my thoughts .

"You were going to offer me your blood "

I took my hand out of his .

"Heck yes I was I can't just let you starve to death .
Your my mate "

That was the first time I acknowledged what I was to him .

He sped to me .
Me jumping .

"You would do that for me ?"

I looked to him ,a tear in my eyes .
My hand stroking his hair .

"Yes in a heartbeat .The thing is.
Would you be able to stop .
I want to live to experience being your mate .
I wouldn't want to cut the precious time we have together short "

He looked in my eyes love growing within them .
His hand thumbing my cheek again.

"Let me turn you y/n"
I looked at him .

He wanted to not hurt me .
He wanted me to be anxiety free around him .
He wanted me forever .
But I had to keep a level head .

I stroked his hair and looked into his gorgeous eyes .

"Let me think about it please .
This is a life changing decision ."

Aro's face frowned a bit .
Then smiled again .

"Of course my dear .
Take all the time you need "

He kissed my hand and walked  out of the room .

That's when I knew .
I was deeply and irrevocably in love with Aro .

So much so I would do anything and everything for him .
And that scared me .

I sat on the edge of the bed and leaned back .

I laid there thinking .

Would he let me go the animal blood route?

Would he want me to move to  Volterra with him ?

I sighed and got up from the bed .

I walked down Into the living room .
Everyone staring at me .

"I am going to go for a walk "

I then put my shoes on .
Aro's gaze on me .
He sped to me kissing me on my forehead.

"Be careful my love "

I looked up to him all my love for him showing .

I placed my hand on his cheek .
"Always am "
I then kissed someone for the first time .
I pecked him on the cheek.
His mouth slightly open in surprise.

I then left hoping the stress will go too.

After spending ten minutes in the forest .
I came to a decision .
I am to become a vampire .

I stood behind the mahogany door .
It instantly  opened .
Aro answering, that's when  I felt different.
My heart pounding ,my neck throbbing .
My knees buckelling underneath me .
Aro caught me .
"Y/n what's wrong dear "

I looked him in the eyes terrified .

"I don't know"

All of a sudden my throat burned .
Then none stop twitching .

Aro looked to Carlisle .

"Carlisle help her please"

Carlisle took me in his arms .
I kept on fading in and out of consciousness.

Bam my heart stopped .
What the hell is happening .
But then I felt it .
My spirit outside of my body .
That's when I saw two (favourite colour)wings coming out of my back.
I knew I needed to go back .
And I remembered everything .

The adoption ,the past lives .
I then zipped back into my body .

I looked up to find Bella.
In tears ,my face wet with more tears .

"I can't believe you didn't tell me "

Bella's eyes popping out .

"What do you mean y/n "

I cried even more at that reaction .
But. Looked her dead in the eyes .

"That I am fucking adopted "

Aro looked to me .
My hand in his him zoning out .
"Tis true Carlisle I've seen all her memories ,my dear I'm so sorry "

He went to touch me .
But I dodged it .
That was the last straw .
My mom died because this f me an experiment .
I couldn't take it any more.
I ran ,now at the edge of the cliff .
Looking down into the water .
Aro behind me.

"Love what are you doing "
He pleaded .

"What I should have done when I had the chance.   what Alice saw "

I stepped forward ,smiling .
Soon soon it will be over.

"Y / n stop this your not thinking clearly "

Carlisle yelled his voice wobbling in fear.

I looked back to Carlisle.
A tear rolling down .

"I have nothing to live for .
I don't even know my own dad .
My mum died giving birth to me .
I don't know who to trust anymore .
The only thing I know for sure .
Is that if I jump of this cliff I will most surely die .
And that's what I want I want this... everything to stop "

I looked back to the ocean .
To the rocks embedded into it.

When I felt someone come closer towards me .

"Live for me y/n ,pleas breath a little longer for me .
Stay with me pleas "

I then let it out .
"And then what I move to Volterra with you .
That would fuck me up even more mentally .
And what about the Change would you even let me do the animal blood diet ."

I felt someone grab my arm .
The scabs underneath burning.

"Please just breath... for me "

He looked me in the eyes love permeating penetrating my heart .
I  then looked over to Carlisle looking at me in pain .
I then jumped onto Aro .
My legs  wrapped around his waist .
Me crying into his shoulder.
When a muffled" ok " came out.
Aro held me underneath my rear  for balance .

Carlisle pov

I nearly lost her .
You only seem to love them when you let them go .
Wait a minute .
Am I in love with y/n .
No you're a married man Carlisle .
You can't live another .
Drats ...

Regular pov
I sat down on Aro's lap .
My head resting on  his chest .
His left hand stroking my hair as I then look to Carlisle.

A frown on his face .

"Hey Carlisle what's wrong "

His eyes widened he then saying .

"A family problem came up "

He then rushed out the room .
Me looking at Aro questionably .

That's when Aro  seethed in anger.

"He has feelings for you "

Aro zoomed out the room into the kitchen were Carlisle was .

I ran after him  .
Carlisle petrified .
I stood Infront of Carlisle .
"Stop it Aro he is my best friend "

He sheathed his fangs back where they should be.
Noticing that if he continued he would have had his fangs .
In my neck .

He looked to me patting me on my arms .

"Y/n  I'm so sorry . I just I can't stand the fact of f someone taking you away from me"

I looked into his crimson eyes .

"If you  love me you won't hurt my best friend .. compeesh "

Aro looked to me upset .

"Ok dear one I won't .But if he lays a single finger on you without your say so then .
I will make it my personal mission to destroy him "

I looked him in the eyes .
I smiled .
Realising that he was quite literally my dream man.

"Change me "